~" We don't choose whom we fall for, we just do, at the most unexpected and twisted times of our lives, with that one person we never expected and suddenly our life starts to mould according to them."~
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With every passing day, as I was growing up to be a young teen, the seed of love of Saanvi was planted in my heart and having her close, right next to me was nurturing it further. She was a breath of fresh air. My best friend, my first crush, the one I love, the one that makes my heart skip a beat, even today.
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"Aryan, Aryan, where are you? Aryan?", the guy sitting right next to me was nudging me. Can't he see I'm a bit busy adoring Saanvi at the moment. But he didn't stop.
"What?", I furiously asked him.
"Dude? You alright? The teacher called your roll no twice and you didn't respond, you seem to be lost, smiling like an idiot sitting here. What's up?", he asked me.
"I was just wondering something. Nothing much."
I was kind of ashamed that I was so lost in my daydreams while the teacher had called me up twice. Such an embarrassment.
But she was Saanvi. My best friend, the one controlling my heart at this moment. Since the past few days I'm observing her in a different way. What the hell was wrong with me. I had no idea. But she was making me go crazy and I was liking every single moment of it. She didn't even have any idea, not even a bit, my innocent stupid would think I'm teasing her if I told her this. Umm, I should give her time. We would be perfect together. Yes! I was falling for her.
I saw her standing at a distance, her rosy cheeks.
Her black eyes.
Those silky hair.
Her attitude.
Her personality.
The way she is.
She is perfect.
Man! I'm falling for her.
So that's why they say the feeling of first crush is beautiful.
God! Now I'm smiling like an idiot. She is coming this way. She makes this whole world a better place to live. Her presence only makes it a whole new phase which I want to discover till the very end.
Her fragrance, it always lingers around me.
How can she be such a sweetheart!
She never fails to surprise me.
And someone slapped me on the head. I was lost, I didn't even realise.
It was Saanvi.
"Oye. Where are you lost? I am seeing you since the last 10 minutes and you are so lost, smiling like an insane guy. Idiot you are!", she said.
"Arey no. I was just thinking.", I smiled and replied.
"Looks like you are in love.", she said, she was teasing me.
And I froze. It was as if she read what all was going inside me. Did she knew it?
Does she feel the same?
A thousands questions started creeping up inside me. A vague happiness filled me up. Oh god! Help me.
"Nai. Pagal hai. Me, me, me aaannd love?", I was stammering.
"Chill na. I was pulling your leg. Chal let's go I need to get this file.", she pulled me along.
She asked me why I was stammering but then we brushed off the topic.
I was so happy being next to her, always. But I had to tell someone about this.
Radhika Di, she was the only person I could trust. My guardian angel, she could help me out.
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Those memories of my teenage were really innocent. I guess that's what happens when you fall for someone like her.
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