~"Some words are better left unsaid, because they then become the biggest regrets of our lives."~
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I went upstairs at almost 1:45. I didn't want her to wait. I couldn't wait to finally talk to her. I missed her presence so much in my life and now that she is around I sense something wrong. I hope my girl is fine. It seems as if her smile has faded. Her face without that million dollar smile was looking dull. I had to unlock that mystery. The clock was ticking. She still wasn't there. I just hoped that she hadn't forgotten about it.
I just couldn't stop myself from looking at my watch. At around 2:25 I heard footsteps approaching the terrace gate. I knew it. She was late but the happiness inside me couldn't be controlled. I stood at the side of the wall so she couldn't see me.
She came up and started looking around. Little did she know I was hiding at the other side. Her face was showing her anger. I heard her mutter something too. She looked so cute. The moonlight shone on her cute face and it was intensifying her beauty further.
And finally she was coming towards me. And as she approached I pulled her towards me. She was surprised. Her eyes suddenly widened. I was holding her tight. The moonlight was making our eyes look more brighter. She was about to say something when I just kept a finger on her lips. Her eyes showed some sort of restlessness. She wanted to say something. But before that I hugged her tight and whispered right into her ears, "I Missed You so much."
I waited for her to react but she didn't. I waited for her to tell me how much she missed me all this while but she didn't. All I got was a breath crushing hug and maybe it was enough. But her silence was somewhat pricking me to the core.
All of a sudden she forced herself out my arms.
And she said, "We need to stop Aryan. We don't have any future together. Even you know. Then why all this. These dreams of ours would never be fulfilled. So it's better we stop right here rather than getting more hurt in the future."
I could see tears brimming in her eyes. She was controlling herself.
I pushed her to the wall and kept my arms around her neck so that she couldn't escape. She closed her eyes. We could actually feel each other's cold breaths. All which was heard was the loud silence.
I looked straight into her eyes and said,
"You would see and so would the world. We are meant to be, forever is our destination. I'm not giving up. And I even won't let you, no matter what you do. Do you hear that?"
And the distance between us decreased. I went closer and closer. And I whispered in her ears, "Stop being afraid of the world Saanvi. Over the years you would realize. But don't worry I'll still be here. I would love you always. Remember this."
And I was about to kiss her on her lips but then I planted a soft peck on her forehead just to tell her how much she means to me.
I wished her goodnight and went downstairs. I knew a tough battle lay ahead of me, but I was ready.
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Yes I was ready. They say right, when you love someone it's a constant battle against the world. And I was ready, I still am.
I was surprised at how my life had become after that day.
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