~"When you love somebody, it isn't just your life anymore, it is attached with your partner, just as your soul is attached to its eternal mate."~
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"Only once in your life, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.
In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do."
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I was deep in those thoughts. I was literally daydreaming. Saanvi was someone I had only dreamt of and now I had her for real. It was night time and I was really missing her. I wished to have her by my side right now but I knew it wasn't possible as she had gone to her village along with her family. But the best part was that she was about to come in another two days. And I couldn't just wait to see the love of my life after 20 days, long time it was for us.
For me, even a single day without her was quite impossible so 20 days were quite a mess. She was my saviour, the one I owed my life to. Maybe she wasn't as crazy as me but at times when she expressed her love for me, I felt as if I was the luckiest guy alive.
I felt a knock on my door.
It was Radhika di, there was something about her, her calm face and peaceful nature always brought me to ease. And she said she was there to discuss something serious with me.
My family wanted me to get a bit serious with life, well yea I was with Saanvi, but they wanted me to make a life apart from her. We had a big business empire, built by the extreme hardwork done by both my parents and they wanted me and Radhika di to join them. And Di was doing great, she was in one of the best colleges of Mumbai University and now the same was being expected from me.
They wanted me to keep a little bit of distance from Saanvi, to be with her but not to dwell in her so much that I lose everything else in life. Radhika Di promised that she would make Saanvi understand this because all this was just for a better future for me, my family and even for her. And I'm sure she would understand and make me understand it too.
I knew she would approve of this decision because out of both of us, she had always been the practical one and I was more of a dreamer.
And all I know was a little bit of sacrifice and a whole lifetime together. We could do it, together.
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I was wondering how time just flies away. Only yesterday was the time of our lives and now we had changed so much that our life had taken a different turn, maybe destiny or maybe it was all our deeds.
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