~"People say they are lost, lost in the darkness of the world, but the truth is they just want to be found by that one person who means the world to them."~
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Delhi brought a change in my life. A big change. College, then work back home and going to our Delhi office, it all used to keep me busy. I used to miss it back home. But somehow I had finally learnt about my priorities over the time and was now getting used to it. It had been almost 7 months that I had been home. With time my interactions with Saanvi decreased too. Maybe it was because of the distance or maybe it was that we both were getting used to our busy schedules. And somehow it was affecting me but everything was going on such a fast pace, I didn't know how to sort it out.
Finally I was going back home. I was both happy and sad about it.
Happy to go back home, undoubtedly do other place could give me that 'Homely' feeling than this place.
And sad because a lot of things had changed and had been changing with the course of time, and all I could do was nothing. I couldn't question that change because it is bound to happen. All I could do was move my life ahead. But surely I needed some answers.
Mom and dad used to be around me in Delhi. All those years I had always seen very less of both of them, it was like being compensated now. And how dad was helping me to learn the tactics and ways to handle business, I really loved that change.
I missed Di and Dadi a lot. They were so happy to see me. I had been with them almost all my life and now te sudden distance, it made me realize how both of these ladies have made me up for who I am today.
And Saanvi, well, I didn't know. Yes, I do love her. But there was something in her that was making me restless. Either she was hiding something.
I guess there was something wrong with her and she just didn't discuss that with me yet. It's so typical of her, keeping things to herself. She won't tell you unless you force her to. I knew something was wrong with my girl. Her behaviour was showing it. I just hope she is alright.
It was great to get back home. In the evening, I saw Saanvi returning back from her college. I didn't mention to her the last time we talked about my coming back home. So it was a bit of surprise for her.
She came towards me the moment she saw me. She was about to hug me but then something stopped her. Maybe because, everyone was around. She was getting prettier day by day. That kajal in her eyes was complementing her beautiful face. I could see some sort of tension in her eyes. No matter how much she tried to hide, I could always read what's going on just by looking into her eyes. And we talked for a while. Her face was giving a look as if she has been really tired.
I wanted to hug her tight and tell her everything would be okay, whatever the problem is.
But it was like she had built a wall up around her. It was as if her heart is a garden whose walls were up too high.
I knew something was really wrong. And I needed to know it. I waited for everyone to finish their dinners and get back to their rooms.
I passed on a paper slip to her, on which it was written,
"2 A.M. , our place, would be waiting for you.
Love,
Aryan."
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