*A Kiss Under The Mistletoe*

Kabir and Avantika had been together for three years. But then Kabir had to shift to some other city, far away due to some family reasons. And things changed. They couldn't bear the distance. There came a point when they were done hurting each other and drifted apart. The decision was difficult, but there was no other option left.

It was almost an year they were away. With every passing day they regretted their mistakes and wanted to get back, but their ego didn't let them take the first step.

There was just a week left for Christmas. He was thinking about his Avi, how much she used to love and enjoy this festival. A tear trickled down his cheek. He remembered how she decorated her Christmas tree, got gifts for some poor kids, made cake and in the evening she used to go to the church and she wished to be kissed under the Mistletoe.

The next thing he knew was he took a train ticket to Delhi. He was currently in Surat. Throughout the journey he realized how stupid he had been to let her go on such irrelevant issues. He loved her unconditionally and had seen a future with her, and he had been a jerk all this while. Rather than holding on to her, he pushed her away. He didn't realize when he reached Delhi after a day, he was so lost in her thoughts. He was busy gazing at her picture which was still the wallpaper of his phone.

And he went to the church, he knew she'd be there. And he saw her from a distance, his heart broke a little seeing her after so long. How could he let this angel of his slip away.
She had closed her eyes and she was praying to God. Maybe this year too she was wishing for a kiss under the mistletoe. She had grown more beautiful. He fell in love with her all over again. And he went and sat next to her and held her hand.

She opened her eyes. She got exactly what she wished for. He was back. Both of them had tears in their eyes. They couldn't say anything, they were speechless. She got up without leaving his hand. She went near the big Christmas tree and he followed her.
She took out some decorations she had made and started putting them on the tree. He kept looking at her. As she was done, he took her in his arms and hugged her tight. She buried her face in his chest. Tears were trickling down her cheeks.
And he cupped her face in his hands, placed her flicks at the back of her ears, she closed her eyes.
And he kissed her on her forehead.
And said, "I'm sorry. Merry Christmas. Here is your wish, your kiss under the Mistletoe. I love you. I am sorry, I am so sorry."

And she smiled in her tears.
She hugged him tight and said, "I love you Kabir. You are my wish under the Mistletoe. And I won't let you go now."

And he knew he loved her more than anything and would hold onto her till the end. 
And that very year they realised what they had, on this merry day of Christmas! 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-19]

~"Either you have feelings which stay forever, or they were never true. True feelings are never fade away, even if they are murdered."~

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Back home, everyone was happy to see me. Everyone was busy preparing for Di's engagement. I was so happy for her. She was being married to Rohan Malik. Rohan has been our family friend since a long time. He was a gentleman. Di and him were good friends since quite a long time. I was happy to know that Di was gonna start a new life, and Rohan would surely keep her happy.

I couldnt see the one my eyes were searching for.
No matter what happens, she would always be the love of my life. Things happened, circumstances changed. I know she loves me, she was hiding it well. Little did she know I could read it all in her eyes.
I was dying to see her.
She was improving, she was coming out of the hell she was dragged into by the wrong person. My love was a strong girl, I know that. But right now, all I wished to God was to get her back.
I had spent a good amount of time without her, I wasn't ready for more. The voice of my heart was calling for her.
Separation from her didn't hurt that much, what was hurting me more was that she loves me and still isn't mine. She was making a sacrifice which was really not required.

The next evening, it was Di's engagement and being her brother I had many responsibilities. I was busy completing the work mom had told me too. But my thoughts were focused just on her. I know she wasn't ready to see me, but before going back I had to see her and talk her once.

And she was there, Standing in the kitchen, listening to something Dadi was telling her. She had become weak, and it seems as if she hadn't smiled since a long time. She was faking it. It was hurting me more than her.

It was as if I was frozen, right there. And she saw me. I swear that look always took my breath away. She defined perfection.
And she smiled.
Finally.
I saw that angelic smile of her and stepped towards her.

"I have work to do Aryan. Hope you are doing good.", she said this and walked away.
I Followed her and held her hand.
"Stop running from me Saanvi. It's of no use. Even you know I'm not going anywhere. We really need to talk. Please Saanvi. Running from each other isn't a solution.", I said.

She didn't face me. Tears were trickling down her cheeks. I went ahead and wiped them off.

"Dont cry Saanvi. It's not your fault. Stop punishing yourself. Please. And listen, tomorrow after the ceremony, you are meeting me, our place. And don't say no. Trust me it would be nothing related to that. We are out of it. It's just some things we both need to tell each other and talk about. I promise.", I said.

And she smiled through those tears and nodded her head in approval.
It made me smile too.

"Let me go now Aryan. We both have a lot of work to do.", she requested.

I left hold of her hand. I didn't want to let her go. And she walked away.
I wish I could tell her to walk again into my life, but as I have promised, I can't.
I just wanted to talk to her once and know what she wanted.
Her happiness was my priority. I had to bring that angelic smile back, and that too without the tears. 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-18]

~"Sometimes sacrifices show you how much you are in love with that person and how far can you go for them."~

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And she opened her eyes. I was so excited and nervous to see her, both at the same time. I wanted to see her as soon as possible and I wanted to make her mine as soon as possible. I asked the nurse if I could see her. I was allowed to go and see her.
Her eyes were closed. She was looking paler. I wished to have her back. I wad praying for that constantly.

And she opened her eyes. I had kept my hand on her hand. She didn't oppose it, so I felt a bit relieved. She had tears in her eyes which were red. Her face was reflecting it all, she was in pain, pain of regret. She was looking towards the wall and held my hand tightly. It was as if she wanted to say something but couldn't. I could see it all.

I gave her, her medicines and water. Without saying anything, she had them. She wasn't saying a single word, I wanted to know what was going on inside her, I couldn't let the ocean of pain and grief submerge her any further. So I broke the silence. I took out everything inside me that happened last night.

Tears started flowing out of her eyes. And she hugged me tight. It was one of those hugs which indicated the reunion of two lost souls. She was sorry. I didn't want to make her feel guilty conscious, so I said nothing. I hugged her more tightly.

After some moment of silence, she broke it by saying something which was something totally unexpected.
She said, "Aryan, I now realize what true love is. And I did something so wrong with you. And here you are, still there for me, I mean, how, why? Shouldn't you be hating me. I know you want us to be together, but it cannot happen Aryan. I have hurt you enough and I cannot, anymore. I am around you, but I can't be with you. I just can't hurt you anymore. I feel ashamed of myself. How can be like this?
But I'll improve now. You would see. I would be a better person and would try repenting the sins I've done and would settle everything with you. Please forgive me, once."
She had tears in her eyes.
I couldn't say anything.
I just hugged her tight and kissed her forehead.
I smiled and left her room.

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A phone call brought me back from my past. It was Di. She was the best. She knew when I needed her and she would be there always.
She wanted me to get back home soon.
Shit!
How could I forget?
Di was getting engaged in another two weeks. I always used to tell her that she was lucky to never fall in love, and now she was getting married according to family's wishes. And she would often laugh this talk away.

I had to go back home. The place I feared going back to the most. The place that made me who I am. The very same place that haunts me and makes me want to run away.
But that place was my home. No matter what happens, it was my solace. I had to go back.

I booked the tickets for the flight back, and i was ready, broken, shattered, but all ready to go back home.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-17]

~"We can even turn our world upside down, just to save the one we love. Just to see them happy, we can go through a thousand rough seas."~

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I heard whatever that sick bastard had planned. My temperature was rising but i somehow controlled myself and started to act along his plan. I waited for his day, his birthday, the day he had planned to exploit my girl. How innocent was Saanvi, that she fell for this jerk's trap. But thank god, i got to know about it, and i would save her now.
I breathed a sigh of relief.

And on that day, i saw her going out. Wearing a black dress, straight hair, big heels, she was looking flawless. She had no idea about it. That jerk came to pick her up. And i started to follow them.

He took her to some club, i saw them having a nice time. Even thinking about those words which he used for her, "That she has a perfect body and he would love to explore it", sent shivers down my spine.
How dare this guy say this? And that too about Saanvi! First he made a fool out of her and now he wanted to have fun, let me show you mister, who i am! You don't know who Saanvi's best friend Aryan is. you messed up with the wrong guy.

And he went to the other side, ordered some drinks, and i saw him taking something out from his pocket, it was some sort of packet and he mixed it into one of the drinks, and handed it over to her.
Bloody bastard!

And she drank it. I had to do something, really fast. And that bloody idiot was touching her, and i saw him taking to another side of the club, the kind of side with had small spaces, with red doors. I carefully followed them, so that he didn't get any idea that i was following them. And he closed one of those red doors at the left side, i mustered up all my courage and pushed hard the door and opened it. I saw that bloody jerk trying to touch her, and she was not in a state to refuse. He was quite shocked to see me.

I punched him hard, and he started to abuse me, and held me from my shirt. This was now turning into a bloody bad brawl, but i could do anything for her. And i punched him hard, the anger inside me, it was burning up. The words he said were ringing up inside my head, and were igniting my anger. And i punched him hard, and he fell at one side, with blood gushing out from his nose and mouth.
I picked up my girl, and took care of the club bouncers and security by talking to the manager. thanks to my dad, i managed it all with a clean swipe.
I didn't care if that bloddy sick person files a case against me or whatever, what he did was way too wrong.

He mixed some sort of drug in her drink because of which she was unconscious. I took her to the hospital.

And in the morning, i waited for her to wake up. 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-16]

~"Break up is not the ugliest part of any relationship, what hurts more than it is the moving on part, living on those memories. Life changes, and you just cannot accept it so easily."~

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With time i got used to it. Her face used to come up in her mind suddenly, and it used to haunt me. But then knowing she was happy with a guy, she was actually happy, it somewhat brought ease to my heart.

I was doing fine too. College and work kept me busy. By choice, i became a workaholic. And my dad, he was really happy to see me like this. He used to say that he was sure I'm gonna make him proud one day, and i knew that it what i have to do, stand unto his expectations.

I had some vacations, so i was back in Mumbai. I did meet her, and she came to talk to me too, but this time it was me, who ignored her. It did seem to affect her a bit, but she never talked about it to me, neither did i try to bring up the topic. She was happy i could see it, and i didn't want to disturb our peace by all that again. She just tried asking if I'm doing okay or not, and i said i was alright, managing.
Hearing that she just smiled.

After a few days, dad sent me to some corporate meeting. And some of his friends' son and some colleagues of his invited me to a drink afterwards. Being a non-drinker, i was quite reluctant to join, but dad wanted me to go and have a bit of talk to them, and make a few contacts. I did as he said.

With all those people, i was sitting and everyone was having quite a talk. We were in one of those posh bars of the city. I've always avoided such places, i just used to feel out of place, but i accompanied them.
In between the talks, my phone started ringing. It was Di, i excused myself and went outside to attend the call.

While i was coming back inside, near the drinks section, i saw three guys sitting. One of the faces, it seemed to be quite familiar. That was the same face, i saw Saanvi hugging outise her college at that time.
That was her guy, that face was of that person who replaced me. I don't know what happened, i just went and took a seat near him, my instincts were telling me that something was just not right. Those three guys were badly drunk. I heard them talking, because i heard Saanvi's name.

The blood in my veins was fuming. Hearing her name, from someone else, i just couldn't bear it.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-15]

~"No matter how much they hurt you, no matter how much they break you, ironically they are the only ones who can put you up back together."~

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So the next day I was waiting for her, and for the answers. I have no clue what was with her.
She came downstairs near the hall and was about to exit. I could see all that from those glass windows. She didn't have any clue that I was waiting for her near the garden.
And she stepped outside. No matter what happened, she still managed to capture my heart. I still feel those butterflies when she passes by me.
I could never even thinking of hating her, not even In my craziest dreams.

"Listen Saanvi, we need to talk. It's important. Please don't say no. Just listen to me once.", I was literally begging.

"Please Aryan. Please let me go. I'll get late for college. The next bus would come too late. Please. We aren't in the right circumstances to talk to each other. It's better you leave me and we both continue with our lives peacefully.", she said.

"Let me drop you. We can talk in the way. Please. For old time's sake.", I requested her.

"Okay. Fine.", and she moved towards the car.

She didn't even look towards me, not even once. God knows where is that girl lost,the one I've known since forever.

I asked her. I wanted my answers. And she knew I wouldn't let her go until she let it out.
So she said everything, everything that crushed me more and more, but I listened to her patiently.

"Listen Aryan. You and me are of no match. Look at the standard of your family and then look at me. It's next to impossible. We can't be together, ever. Even if we try I would never be able to adjust with your family standards, I'm not used to those luxuries and that kind of lifestyle. I might have a place in your heart but in your life, it's definately not me who is made for you. We are poles apart. Come out of it Aryan please. Step into reality. Dream world may fetch something to people like you, but for people like me, it's absurd to even dream like that. And to be honest, I have someone else in my life. Someone with whom I can actually dream of a future. Not with someone with whom my future is point blank. That someone, he may not be perfect like you, but atleast I can see my dreams with him. I'm assured of some possibility, which is otherwise zero. And I guess you would understand what I meant.", she said it all.

I didn't know what to react. We reached her college. I saw her moving towards a guy, I guess it was him. He hugged her tight.
Maybe she was right, maybe he would keep her a lot more happy and give her his love.

But what was my fault. Was it that I was rich? I just couldn't accept it. Something was provoking me inside to go and surrender myself to her, but for the sake of her happiness, I had to drift away.

With every passing day, I was getting away from her. But that smile on her face, that somehow assured me that everything is fine on her side. We did talk, as friends. And I was happy to have her with me, maybe by just being friends.

It somehow broke my heart to see her happy with someone else, but seeing her happy, that was all I wanted.
I was going back to Delhi after a month. And before going she hugged me tight and thanked me for understanding her. She thanked me for being with her as her best friend. I was happy for her, but my broken heart, it couldn't just bear it.

To distract myself, I engrossed myself into studies and work. I had to achieve. I had to complete my father's dream. I couldn't just look back anymore.
Time was passing by, I was just going on with my life, I wasn't actually living it.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-14]

~"Pain is not more when something bad happens with us, it's intensity is much larger when it happens with the one we love, that hurts a lot more."

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It was almost 10 at Night. It was my first day back home and I wanted to see her. It was quite late and I was surprised why she wasn't back home.
I was worried.
I asked Pandey Ji about it, but all he said was that she comes late only these days.

Oh God!
What is up with her? Where was she? I was getting restless. I took her number, the one she had changed, I called her up so many times, but no answer.

And finally around 10, she entered. Something was definately wrong with her. I wanted this bad dream to end soon. But it wasn't just a dream, the harsh reality was hitting me hard. Saanvi came home, drunk. I was shocked. She was drunk.
What the hell was wrong with her?

I saw her from a distance. She was beautiful, still she was, but something from inside was turning that beauty into a devil. She was destroying herself. She was drunk. I can't believe it. This girl, my Saanvi was drunk.

She was stumbling. The alcohol driving in her veins was making her do so. She could barely walk properly. She couldn't walk properly in those high heels, it was difficult for her. I went closer.
And she about to fall, that was when I took her in my arms.

"Leave me Aryan. Don't hold me. Let go of me.", she was protesting.
Her eyes were burning with that fluid that made her high. I had never seen anything this bad in my entire life.
A part of me broke forever, broke beyond limits, even the touch of her love would never be able to repair that broken part.

"Saanvi, relax. Come, sit here. Just calm down. I need to know what is up with you. This is not what you are, definately not the girl I know.", I tried to calm her down.

"I will do this. I like this. I'm no more answerable to you. You and me, we cannot ever be one. Let me live ny loge, my way. You enjoy. You and your money, Aryan. We are worlds apart.", she said.

"No Saanvi. Why all this? why can't we be one? We can be. You just, we just have to try. I love you. Seriously. Stop thinking all this. And what lead you to drink..look at your condition. This is not what you are. Who persuaded you to do all this?", I questioned.

"Some people who can keep thier promises and not people like you. You are so freaking rich. It won't even matter to you. You would get loads of those pretty rich girls and your parents would be happy to see you with them. And listen, you got no right over me. I have work to do in the morning. I have college to go to. I'm not stinking rich as you. We will talk about all this shit tomorrow, even though it's of no use. Move on with life Aryan.
Oh, I forgot, move on with money sweetheart."
And she went.

And her Words took away all the strength I had built up over all this time. She deprieved me of her again. She was destroying herself, unknowningly she was finishing me off.
Her words cut open my already injured soul. Life defeated me once again. Stuck there at the threshold of my life, I didn't know who was at fault, whom to curse, whom to ask forgiveness from. All I knew was, my happy life turned it's face towards me. The shadows of darkness quenched away the happiness out me. My happy memories of her, they all were fading away. Maybe this is what happens when you love someone more than your own self. Maybe the one you name your soul to, is meant to crush it, forever.
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They say right,
"Sometimes the person you can take a bullet for, is the one who is behind the trigger."

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-13]

~"Sometimes we accept the things just because the ones we love have accepted it and we are left alone with no option."~

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Why did she say that?
What happened to my girl all of a sudden? Her sentence she spoke that night rewinds every other hour in my head. I just couldn't let her go.
What might have made her say it? 
It had been a month I was back in Delhi but my heart was left there, broken, right at that terrace of my house when she said she isn't mine anymore.
Thinking about everything, I land myself up in tears. Even her thoughts were enough to break and crush my already broken heart.
Maybe, we weren't meant to be, but I was not ready to accept it.
I didn't want to give up.

My wind always wandered back to her thoughts. I wasn't able to concentrate on anything at all. Everything suddenly seemed to be unpleasant. I was hating everything around me.

College, work, roaming around, nothing seemed to distract me. Every other day I used to call her and send her long texts. And I was ignored. Every effort of mine went in vain. I was still not ready to accept it. But I just couldn't force her against her wish.
I used to wish for a single reply.
But no, nothing.

Soon after she changed her number and I was lost in the sea of disappointment. Thank God to Radhika Di, things were a bit stable by my side.

But still nothing was the same. I tried to be normal, but a broken heart full of memories cannot be mended so soon, and it sometimes can never be mended. The scars remain, no matter how much you try to heal it.

On second thoughts, I didn't want to go back home. But the semester was over, I was done with exams, thanks to Di's help I did good in them, otherwise mom and dad would have been worried. I tried my best not to show them my pain. I was giving my best excuses of not going back. But then Dadi, she wanted to have me around in my holidays. She was sick as well, I too wanted to be around her.

So finally I was going back home in my break. Going back to the place I grew up all my life and ironically the same place where I lost myself to life.
But I had to go.
There was no other option.
I was going to face something I'd been running from all this while.

And finally I was back home, nothing seemed to be like in it's place.
But I had to put up that smile on my fave to show how strong I could be.
And that day I was searching for answers, instead I got another mystery to solve. 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-12]

~"Some words are better left unsaid, because they then become the biggest regrets of our lives."~

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I went upstairs at almost 1:45. I didn't want her to wait. I couldn't wait to finally talk to her. I missed her presence so much in my life and now that she is around I sense something wrong. I hope my girl is fine. It seems as if her smile has faded. Her face without that million dollar smile was looking dull. I had to unlock that mystery. The clock was ticking. She still wasn't there. I just hoped that she hadn't forgotten about it. 

I just couldn't stop myself from looking at my watch. At around 2:25 I heard footsteps approaching the terrace gate. I knew it. She was late but the happiness inside me couldn't be controlled. I stood at the side of the wall so she couldn't see me. 

She came up and started looking around. Little did she know I was hiding at the other side. Her face was showing her anger. I heard her mutter something too. She looked so cute. The moonlight shone on her cute face and it was intensifying her beauty further.

And finally she was coming towards me. And as she approached I pulled her towards me. She was surprised. Her eyes suddenly widened. I was holding her tight. The moonlight was making our eyes look more brighter. She was about to say something when I just kept a finger on her lips. Her eyes showed some sort of restlessness. She wanted to say something. But before that I hugged her tight and whispered right into her ears, "I Missed You so much."

I waited for her to react but she didn't. I waited for her to tell me how much she missed me all this while but she didn't. All I got was a breath crushing hug and maybe it was enough. But her silence was somewhat pricking me to the core. 

All of a sudden she forced herself out my arms. 
And she said, "We need to stop Aryan. We don't have any future together. Even you know. Then why all this. These dreams of ours would never be fulfilled. So it's better we stop right here rather than getting more hurt in the future."
I could see tears brimming in her eyes. She was controlling herself.

I pushed her to the wall and kept my arms around her neck so that she couldn't escape. She closed her eyes. We could actually feel each other's cold breaths. All which was heard was the loud silence. 

I looked straight into her eyes and said,
"You would see and so would the world. We are meant to be, forever is our destination. I'm not giving up. And I even won't let you, no matter what you do. Do you hear that?"

And the distance between us decreased. I went closer and closer. And I whispered in her ears, "Stop being afraid of the world Saanvi. Over the years you would realize. But don't worry I'll still be here. I would love you always. Remember this."

And I was about to kiss her on her lips but then I planted a soft peck on her forehead just to tell her how much she means to me.

I wished her goodnight and went downstairs. I knew a tough battle lay ahead of me, but I was ready.

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Yes I was ready. They say right, when you love someone it's a constant battle against the world. And I was ready, I still am. 
I was surprised at how my life had become after that day.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-11]

~"People say they are lost, lost in the darkness of the world, but the truth is they just want to be found by that one person who means the world to them."~

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Delhi brought a change in my life. A big change. College, then work back home and going to our Delhi office, it all used to keep me busy. I used to miss it back home. But somehow I had finally learnt about my priorities over the time and was now getting used to it. It had been almost 7 months that I had been home. With time my interactions with Saanvi decreased too. Maybe it was because of the distance or maybe it was that we both were getting used to our busy schedules. And somehow it was affecting me but everything was going on such a fast pace, I didn't know how to sort it out.

Finally I was going back home. I was both happy and sad about it.
Happy to go back home, undoubtedly do other place could give me that 'Homely' feeling than this place.
And sad because a lot of things had changed and had been changing with the course of time, and all I could do was nothing. I couldn't question that change because it is bound to happen. All I could do was move my life ahead. But surely I needed some answers.

Mom and dad used to be around me in Delhi. All those years I had always seen very less of both of them, it was like being compensated now. And how dad was helping me to learn the tactics and ways to handle business, I really loved that change.

I missed Di and Dadi a lot. They were so happy to see me. I had been with them almost all my life and now te sudden distance, it made me realize how both of these ladies have made me up for who I am today. 

And Saanvi, well, I didn't know. Yes, I do love her. But there was something in her that was making me restless. Either she was hiding something.
I guess there was something wrong with her and she just didn't discuss that with me yet. It's so typical of her, keeping things to herself. She won't tell you unless you force her to. I knew something was wrong with my girl. Her behaviour was showing it. I just hope she is alright.

It was great to get back home. In the evening, I saw Saanvi returning back from her college. I didn't mention to her the last time we talked about my coming back home. So it was a bit of surprise for her. 

She came towards me the moment she saw me. She was about to hug me but then something stopped her. Maybe because, everyone was around. She was getting prettier day by day. That kajal in her eyes was complementing her beautiful face. I could see some sort of tension in her eyes. No matter how much she tried to hide, I could always read what's going on just by looking into her eyes. And we talked for a while. Her face was giving a look as if she has been really tired. 
I wanted to hug her tight and tell her everything would be okay, whatever the problem is. 
But it was like she had built a wall up around her. It was as if her heart is a garden whose walls were up too high.

I knew something was really wrong. And I needed to know it. I waited for everyone to finish their dinners and get back to their rooms.

I passed on a paper slip to her, on which it was written,
"2 A.M. , our place, would be waiting for you.
Love,
Aryan."

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-10]

~"Distance, it can either break apart two hearts or either it can bring them so close that they can never even think of being apart, it has it two opposite sides."~

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It was decided. I was going to Delhi. Everything was set. I was going to study in one of the most prestigious colleges and mom and dad had been really happy with my score and my admission that they gifted me a luxurious apartment. I mean I really couldn't have had asked for more. I worked hard to achieve it all and when dad said I did better than he had expected, it was as if I got satisfaction and success from all the hard work I had put up.

Followed by my extreme happiness, was an uncanny sadness. Sadness of leaving my home, my family, my city and most of all Saanvi. She wouldn't be near me all the time. She got admission in a good college here in Mumbai only. I was happy for her and more than that she was happy for me and my achievement. 

She never showed me that she would be sad or she would miss me. All she said was I have a great life ahead, I just needed to be on the right track. I wish at that moment I could tell her that she is my path and whenever I will lose my way, she would be there, my guardian angel.

My last few days were busy packing and collecting stuff I would be needing there. Mom was with me. I got less time to spend with Saanvi. 
Damn!
I was gonna miss this girl so much. I wish I could marry her at this moment and make her mine officially and take her along with me. But I couldn't. I sometimes used to laugh at my helplessness.

Very often, we had some talks and she used to give hints how she was going to miss me and my presence.
My silly girl!
She never said that directly but the way she used to say it, I got what she meant. 
And she often teased me about now falling for any punjabi girl over there and that spark of jealousy for her, it used to make me fall for her more and more.

And before going, exactly one day before, I called her to *Our Place* which was near the water tank at the terrace of my house. It had been our place since we were little kids. It had our special memories, we were connected to it.

And when she came there, I wish I could have her with me, forever. I looked into her eyes as she tucked the strand of hair which was falling on her face.
How pretty she was!
And she finally confessed that she was going to miss me. And all I did was big her tight. It was like a breath crushing hug. We didn't want to let go of each other and I promised her to get back soon. 

And to my surprise she had brought a gift for me. It was a diary. She told me to pen down all my thoughts in that diary whenever I would miss her and make her read afterwards. And I promised to that and kissed her soft hands. 

I was going to miss her, badly! 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-9]

~"Loving someone truly literally means giving away your soul. The problems, obstacles and the sacrifice all come your way and the strong ones stand tall till then end."~ 

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As Radhika Di promised me, she did talk to Saanvi. And being the more understanding and the practical one, she knew what Di meant and she totally agreed with her.

On the other side, even though I accepted this but I wasn't just happy about it. She would be near me all the time and its so hard to focus on anything. I was fussing about this idea all the way over to her. But she said we would still be the best of friends no matter what happens. The best part of our relationship was that more than that love, our friendship stood tall. She was and still is the bestest best friend i would have ever got. And I was so lucky. But my crazy heart was just not ready to accept this.

But she was calm and understanding. She knew I was not at all happy with what was happening. She made me understand. I wonder how I used to behave like a little child and she used to care for me in just the same way. And I just loved that.

With every passing day, no doubt I did miss her and the endless talks we used to have, but the thing was whenever I needed her she was always there. She never made me feel alone. She was always my pillar of strength, there to hold me whenever I needed her. 

And that time somehow passed. We were done with our board exams and were waiting for the result to be out soon.
My parents had plans to send me to Delhi. Saanvi was off to her village for some function in their family. I know she would be happy but still we would be separated for a while. That thought was pricking me. But I had her through thick and thin so I knew everything was going to be alright till the end.

Maybe our paths will change, maybe the distance would increase the distance between us, but this bond was going to stay the same, always, I was sure of it.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-8]

~"When you love somebody, it isn't just your life anymore, it is attached with your partner, just as your soul is attached to its eternal mate."~

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"Only once in your life, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do."

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I was deep in those thoughts. I was literally daydreaming. Saanvi was someone I had only dreamt of and now I had her for real. It was night time and I was really missing her. I wished to have her by my side right now but I knew it wasn't possible as she had gone to her village along with her family. But the best part was that she was about to come in another two days. And I couldn't just wait to see the love of my life after 20 days, long time it was for us.

For me, even a single day without her was quite impossible so 20 days were quite a mess. She was my saviour, the one I owed my life to. Maybe she wasn't as crazy as me but at times when she expressed her love for me, I felt as if I was the luckiest guy alive.

I felt a knock on my door.
It was Radhika di, there was something about her, her calm face and peaceful nature always brought me to ease. And she said she was there to discuss something serious with me.
My family wanted me to get a bit serious with life, well yea I was with Saanvi, but they wanted me to make a life apart from her. We had a big business empire, built by the extreme hardwork done by both my parents and they wanted me and Radhika di to join them. And Di was doing great, she was in one of the best colleges of Mumbai University and now the same was being expected from me.

They wanted me to keep a little bit of distance from Saanvi, to be with her but not to dwell in her so much that I lose everything else in life. Radhika Di promised that she would make Saanvi understand this because all this was just for a better future for me, my family and even for her. And I'm sure she would understand and make me understand it too.
I knew she would approve of this decision because out of both of us, she had always been the practical one and I was more of a dreamer.

And all I know was a little bit of sacrifice and a whole lifetime together. We could do it, together.

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I was wondering how time just flies away. Only yesterday was the time of our lives and now we had changed so much that our life had taken a different turn, maybe destiny or maybe it was all our deeds.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-7]

~"Sometimes we want to freeze time, not just because the moment is perfect, but because we want to capture every little detail, even the minute ones, and store them inside us, forever."~

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She was a breath of fresh air. She really was. As I was walking down the streets of New York, seeing couples together, hand in hand, hugging each other, I got an urge to talk to her. I wish I could just run to her and take her in my arms, only a wish.

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Everything was set. I was literally jumping with excitement, I had done that all by myself and with a little help from Radhika Di. I was sure she was going to love it. Well Saanvi wasn't a romantic girl but at the end of the day even she had wishes which I was ready to fulfil.

As per the plan, I took her out making an excuse that it's our birthday so we needed to celebrate. She kept on asking what it was but I didn't tell her anything. All along the way she was curious to know and seeing the level of my excitement she was getting excited as well.

And finally we were there, at the cottage. The cool breeze blowing was playing with her hair. Her eyes were curious to know the surprise. And as a part of it, I blindfolded her. Her excitement level rose now and she held my hand. It was as if someone gave me an electric shock the moment she touched me with those soft fingers of hers.

I took her inside and opened the blindfold. She didn't leave my hand. And she was awestruck. She had no idea what was about to happen. She looked around her. Rose petals, balloons and some of her pictures on the wall, the decorations were perfect. She walked a few steps, still not leaving my hand.

A chocolate cake lit with a beautiful candle was waiting for her. And I stepped along with her and took her to the table. And she looked at me, that moment, I swear that moment was enough to give me the satisfaction of worldly happiness. And I made her cut the cake, still her hand was in mine. I wish to stay with her like that forever. I could sense her happiness as she was out of words. And we both made each other eat the cake.

"I don't know what to say Aryan. This is so special. Thanks a lot.", she said and hugged me tight. And I hugged her back, I wanted time to stop at the moment.

I brushed the hair off her face and our eyes were locked.

"I love you Saanvi.", and I held her tightly.

"Really Aryan? I mean how is this possible? I liked you all this while, really, how it be, you too?", she was so happy at the moment. The glitter in her eyes was beautiful.

I kept my hand on lips and said, "Ssshh! I know you do. And I do too. Calm down."

And she buried her head in my chest. She was resting in my arms and I could feel her breath. That was the moment I got a life with a meaning, the moment she held my hand. And I made a promise to myself, to love her till the end of time.

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I was so lost in those moments that I didn't realize I was standing in a busy street and the car on the other side was honking, since I don't know when, and I was there standing like a fool in the middle of the road. I apologised to the driver and moved on.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship?* [Part-6]

~"Some ties that bind us are simply impossible to explain. Some bonds defy distance, time and logic, because they are meant to be.
But are they meant to be, forever?"~

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And her smile that day, that smile was enough to ease the thousands of emotions jumping inside me, they needed to settle down, they wanted solace, and their solace was Saanvi. The more I went on with her, the better my life became. Every moment was no less than a magical spell.

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"Radhika di, di, listen, I need to talk to you. Something is really strange Di. I need to share it with you. Only you can understand.", I went in her room.

"Only I can understand your love for Saanvi? Really? Is it so?", she said.

"How do you know? I never even told you!", I was shocked.

"I'm your sister, i know you very well, i am noticing this from the past few days my dear brother.

And it felt so nice. Sharing everything with someone, everything that has been locked up inside you, your feelings. I was so glad I had such an understanding sister.

Days were passing And my feelings were getting stronger. I was sure of it. This was what love was. I was waiting for a day, a chance, when I could express my feelings. And according to Radhika Di's suggestion, I was waiting for my 17th birthday.

Everything was set up. Di helped with it. I planned a little surprise for her. I'm sure she was going to love it. I had my fingers crossed. I was going to take her to the little cottage my family owned in the outskirts of the city.

I went there a day before just to do all the decoration. It had to be special, more than special. It was our birthday and one of the most important days in our lives. It had to be way special.

I decided to put up rose petals on the floor along with balloons. Dim light with candle glow, a cake which I was going to bake for her, a scrap book of our memories together. It was time consuming, it was hard, but the very thought of her smile, and it was all to take my breath away. Radhika di helped me with the gift. I bought her a pretty black dress which I decided to give her before so she could wear that on our special day. The very thought of it was exciting me to the core. I couldn't think of anything else. Everything was going to change tomorrow, and I wanted tomorrow to come soon.

I wished her at 12. We both cut a small cake that Dadi got for us. And I was trying to hide my excitement but I couldn't. Everyone was nudging me about it but I didn't know what to say. And I gave her the gift and told her to be ready by 12 tomorrow. She asked about the plan, but I didn't spill the beans.

I just said, "Wait for it Saanvi. It's a surprise."

And she was excited about it, but more than her, I was.

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And indeed, it was such a good day of our lives. I still remember every single moment of that special day that belonged to us. 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship?* [Part-5]

~" We don't choose whom we fall for, we just do, at the most unexpected and twisted times of our lives, with that one person we never expected and suddenly our life starts to mould according to them."~

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With every passing day, as I was growing up to be a young teen, the seed of love of Saanvi was planted in my heart and having her close, right next to me was nurturing it further. She was a breath of fresh air. My best friend, my first crush, the one I love, the one that makes my heart skip a beat, even today.

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"Aryan, Aryan, where are you? Aryan?", the guy sitting right next to me was nudging me. Can't he see I'm a bit busy adoring Saanvi at the moment. But he didn't stop.

"What?", I furiously asked him.

"Dude? You alright? The teacher called your roll no twice and you didn't respond, you seem to be lost, smiling like an idiot sitting here. What's up?", he asked me.

"I was just wondering something. Nothing much."
I was kind of ashamed that I was so lost in my daydreams while the teacher had called me up twice. Such an embarrassment.

But she was Saanvi. My best friend, the one controlling my heart at this moment. Since the past few days I'm observing her in a different way. What the hell was wrong with me. I had no idea. But she was making me go crazy and I was liking every single moment of it. She didn't even have any idea, not even a bit, my innocent stupid would think I'm teasing her if I told her this. Umm, I should give her time. We would be perfect together. Yes! I was falling for her.

I saw her standing at a distance, her rosy cheeks.
Her black eyes.
Those silky hair.
Her attitude.
Her personality.
The way she is.
She is perfect.
Man! I'm falling for her.
So that's why they say the feeling of first crush is beautiful.

God! Now I'm smiling like an idiot. She is coming this way. She makes this whole world a better place to live. Her presence only makes it a whole new phase which I want to discover till the very end.
Her fragrance, it always lingers around me.
How can she be such a sweetheart!
She never fails to surprise me.

And someone slapped me on the head. I was lost, I didn't even realise.
It was Saanvi.

"Oye. Where are you lost? I am seeing you since the last 10 minutes and you are so lost, smiling like an insane guy. Idiot you are!", she said.

"Arey no. I was just thinking.", I smiled and replied.

"Looks like you are in love.", she said, she was teasing me.

And I froze. It was as if she read what all was going inside me. Did she knew it?
Does she feel the same?
A thousands questions started creeping up inside me. A vague happiness filled me up. Oh god! Help me.

"Nai. Pagal hai. Me, me, me aaannd love?", I was stammering.

"Chill na. I was pulling your leg. Chal let's go I need to get this file.", she pulled me along.

She asked me why I was stammering but then we brushed off the topic.
I was so happy being next to her, always. But I had to tell someone about this.
Radhika Di, she was the only person I could trust. My guardian angel, she could help me out.

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Those memories of my teenage were really innocent. I guess that's what happens when you fall for someone like her. 

*Forever : Love Or Friendship?* [Part-4]

~"There are times when nobody understands us, not even a bit of what we feel inside, all the sadness accumulates inside, and all we get is dejection."

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I remember growing up without my parents. They were always busy in making money. But with passing time I was used to it, and so was Radhika Di. But somehow they had a control on us.

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Radhika Di had called me up and told me that mom dad are going to come back home. But I wasn't willing to leave Saanvi alone in that condition. She was conscious and a bit better but still leaving her like that was something which I didn't want to do. Mom and dad usually used to come after 10, whenever they did, so I thought it would be safe to go somewhat around 9. I didn't want to, but I had to.

But that day, they had come up early and they were quite angry at me for being at the hospital while I should be at home. Dadi and Di knew it because they knew about me and Saanvi's bond. But mom and dad were quite reluctant over it.

The moment I reached home, I found my mom angry. She was screaming about how nobody is taking care of me back home. It was quite funny though how she and dad were never around and still wanted things their way. I knew trouble was on its way.
And when I stepped inside her room, she said, "Here comes Aryan."

I was scolded a lot that day. My parents were not liking my friendship with Saanvi. It came as a shock for me. Shouldn't they be happy seeing their son growing confident from a loner who used to suck big time. But no! Mom wasn't ready to listen.

All I got to hear was,
"She would take advantage of you son, be careful."
"It's your study time, not time to go pass time in some hospital where you might get sick as well."
"If you want to waste time, why don't you go out with Radhika."
"Don't you understand what your priorities are."
"We don't want you to disgrace the name of our family son."

Well at some point mom was right. I was sacrificing my studies but I somehow managed to cover them well on time. And they always used to think Saanvi as someone who was selfish whereas she wasn't. It wasn't even their fault. They had never been around much so they had never seen us and our bonding. So there was no point arguing over that matter.

Moreover, mom and dad were about to leave soon because of our major business portion was being shifted to Delhi. I tried to explain how close we were. She agreed to me somehow, but on the other hand she told Radhika Di to keep an eye on me and my studies. Radhika Di was someone who I adored completely. Even today she is my pillar of support.

With passing days, mom used to come back frequently. She was worried for me. But seeing me doing good, she was relieved.

And after three weeks Saanvi was finally coming back home. She was all fine now. My happiness knew no bounds. I was a different kind of excited. Things were great, having her back home was great.

After some days, mom was back home and I had gone to the mandir with Radhika Di and Dadi. When I came back, I saw Saanvi standing in mom's room and she was saying something to her. I crept near to the door and tried to listen what she was talking about. All I could make out was that mom was telling her how sensitive I was and how I had never had good friends, and knowing about her friendship, mom wanted her not to hurt me, ever. She made her promise that. Saanvi never mentioned about it to me, neither did mom. Neither did any one of them had any idea that I knew. I was happy that mom was understanding me, finally.

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And she was my Saanvi. How could she ever hurt me. That was all I had in my mind and a smile lit up my face.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship* [Part-3]

~"The innocence of life is lost when we enter teenage, they say. But I think it is one of the most beautiful periods of life, it is actually the time when we rise or fall, and we make our own identity."~

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I was seeing those pictures, that took me back to the time. Eyes full of tears, thousand unanswered questions inside me and I still smiled, because all that meant a lot for me. Saanvi meant a lot for me. And a photograph of both of us, where I looked like a guy in his growing up stage and Saanvi was still looking like a cute child, with her big smile. She looked weak in that photograph, because it was taken a few days after she just came back from the hospital.

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We were growing up, we were getting closer day by day. School, tuitions and back home, we were together for almost all the time. I liked sharing stuff with her. And I liked how she helped me.

I was often the targets of the bullies, as I was someone who would get suppressed easily and would be the victim. With passing time, Saanvi pulled me out of it. Very bravely, she took a stand for me. If someone tried to say something against me, she turned to be like a wild animal, ready to tear off flesh. She often fought with our classmates and then there came a time nobody said a word to me.

I used to feel great. She made me stronger and made me believe there is someone who would be always standing by my side.

But when we turned 14, I don't exactly remember what happened, but she was growing weaker day by day. She would often faint and her fever won't go. It had been 6 days. Dadi told Pandey Ji to take her to the nearest hospital. Pandey Ji didn't have that amount of money, so Dadi told him to take her to the best doctor and she would take care of the rest.

We got to know that she was suffering from malaria and she had to get admitted. I was more than worried for her. I was in tears seeing her getting injected, her body lay connected to machines and she lay lifeless. It all made me cry seeing this condition of hers.

I would often spend most of the time in the hospital near her. She was getting better and it was a sign of relief. I got Radhika Di's call. She told me mom dad were coming back home from their business trip, and she wanted me to come back home. But I wasn't ready to leave Saanvi alone.

I remember going back home by 9 that day and mom and dad were seeing me after almost a month.

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My thoughts were playing games with me. What all had happened in my life, I still couldn't figure it out. Was it my fight with destiny? Or was it something which was bound to happen.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship?* [Part-2]

~"No matter how much we move on or try to move on, a part of us is always stuck there, stuck in memories and stuck in the moments we want to replay."

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My thoughts took me back to the days I had left long back, because there was no point left to dwell in them and make my life more miserable. I had already had my share, and hers as well.

Memories often tend to play games with us, and my memories took me back to my 11th birthday. The first time I saw her, I turned 11 that day, and I didn't know it was her birthday too. All I knew was Pandey Ji, who had been serving our family since the last 17 years, who was more of like a family member to us now, was coming back from his village and was bringing his family along too. With mom and dad always busy with business trips and meetings, Dadi, Radhika Di and Pandey Ji were the people I usually saw around me and he often told me about his family back in the village and he never forgot to mention his daughter who was of the same age as me. Saavi, Saani, Anvi,What was her name.

I was about to cut the cake, that was when Dadi said, "Wait Aryan beta. It's Pandey Ji's daughter's birthday as well today. Why don't you share this cake with her?"

Pandey Ji's face lit up. I was a bit reluctant to share my cake with someone but Pandey Ji had already told her to come forward and cut the cake with me. He said, "Saanvi Beta, go near Aryan Baba. You both share the same birthday.

A short girl with big black eyes, hair tied into two ponytails, wearing a pink frock took baby steps towards me. And I was there not willing to share my cake, infact with that girl, I finally got to know her name, Saanvi it was.

She came and said, "Aryan Baba, Happy Birthday to you", and extended her hand to shake hands with me.

And I said, "Same to you. Isn't it funny saying Same to you when someone says Happy Birthday."

And she giggled.

And I remember cutting the cake with her. And Dadi told me that she would now be studying in my class and I need to help her out with stuff. And she told her not to call me Aryan Baba, and just Aryan instead. I had been quite a loner when it came to friends. So I was happy that now I would have someone to share everything with, including my birthday.
I was happy that I had Saanvi.

With the sharing of birthday and sharing the same class, we started sharing a beautiful bond of friendship.
And we'd say
"Saanvi + Aryan = Friends Forever."

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Tears were trickling down my face. I turned on my laptop. It had me and Saanvi, our pictures, our childhood and our teenage and everything. I saw that picture clicked on our 11th birthday. It had me, Saanvi, Dadi and Radhika Di. I controlled myself. Time took me back to those days.
Saanvi and me, friends forever, our friendship was meant to be and we both were there, for-ever.

*Forever : Love Or Friendship?* [Part-1]

~"Sometimes we build walls around us because there is no more left for us to get hurt, all of it inside us has been destroyed, completely."~

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Aryan
New York, U.S.A.

I stood there in the balcony of my hotel room, facing the afternoon busy life of New York City. The fast pacing life, tall skyscrapers, it was as if they were symbolising my life. My ever busy and fast moving life, and all the efforts I had put in to reach the heights, and now I was there and I totally deserved it. The multi cultured people filling up the streets, buzzing here and there, what the other one is upto, seems quite insignificant to the other, exactly like me. I wasn't even bothered about anyone else and what they were upto, except my family. I had changed over time. The old monuments and famous museums of the city, they held secrets, the same way I had buried up the secrets of my life all inside me. And when the dark night sky takes over the sun, still the city never sleeps, just like the thoughts that have captured my mind, no matter what happens, they are all stuck there, right there, often at nights they overpower me. The morning sun, welcoming a new day, and for me it was like welcoming another challenge, many new challenges and the old ones that often come up every now and then. The sounds coming from every corner, it all comes to me as something I need to conquer yet.

Mystery, that's how my sister describes my life. And all that I do is, laugh it off as a joke. But inside, every part of me knows what the truth holds for me.

I was so lost in my thoughts, just when my phone started ringing. The number on the caller ID showed that it was from India. It was 2:30 in the afternoon here, why the heck is somebody calling me up, while it is 12 at night back home.

I answered the call.

"Happy birthday Aryan. It's your day today. Many many happy returns of the day. Congratulations.", that's what she said.

It was Namya, the girl my parents want me to get married to and I often tend to change the topic.
And I had totally forgotten its my birthday. And I didn't want to be reminded of this day.

"Thankyou Namya. That's really sweet of you to wish me exactly at 12 according to Indian time.", that was all I said.

"You are welcome Aryan. And how long is your business trip? Come back soon. Everyone is missing you here.", she said.

"Just a couple of days left", I said hiding the truth.

And soon after that, I got a call from my family and a few close contacts, and all of them had the same thing to say, "It's your birthday Aryan. Come back home."

"My Birthday", the day I hated the most. I sometimes wish that there where just 364 days and this day should have been eliminated. Everyone wants me back home. But I wish I could tell them my meetings were over, two days back, I just didn't want to go back and see everyone celebrating my birthday. This day, I didn't need any wishes, any gifts or people wishing for me to live long, this day I needed some time alone, far from everything else. I totally understand that my friends and family want to be with me on this day, because they think its a special day for me. But then, this day, it's better to leave me and my sane thoughts alone.

This very day, the worst day of the year, when everything comes back to me again, it often does, but on this day, it affects me a lot more than other days.
When everything buried inside me, makes a way to the surface, why would I celebrate, I'd rather sit back, play with my thoughts, find a way to counter them. And then sometimes I feel I have taken over them, but I'm a fool to think like that!
And with every passing year, this day haunts me more and more.

A Wish Upon The Stars

*INTRODUCTION*

2013
Belonging to one of the richest families of Nainital and being the only daughter, Simi was treated no less than a princess, she had everything she wished for but still she was down-to-earth and believed in simple living. She had a dream, and that was to become a successful author someday.Her cute little friend was her little puddle Coco, she used to write poems and stories and would read them out to Coco. Behind that pretty face and that charming smile, was a story, a story she had kept in her heart and wanted it to be there forever, she cherished every bit of it, no matter how it went. She was going to get married soon, and that too to her best friend Vishal Thakur.
Vishal and Simi had known each other since they were born because of the good relations of their families. She was going to start a new life with Vishal soon, Vishal was never a stranger to her, they shared a special bond and now they would be married.
Isn't it awesome? marrying your best friend who understands every bit of you? Never restricts your dreams, holds you when fall, is a friend before a life partner, that was what Vishal was for Simi.

To know Simi's story, stay tuned. 



Part-1

~"When a girl is about to get married, she is both happy and sad, happy to start a new life and sad to leave her family and her house, where she had been since she was born."~

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Just three weeks were left and Simi was going to get married to Vishal. She didn't want to leave her family, her house, her room, her life as Ms. Simi Singh Rajput was about to change soon and she was going to become *Mrs. Simi Vishal Thakur*.
Vishal wasn't any stranger. If someone on this earth knew how Simi was, it was Vishal. They had this connection since they were two small kids. When Simi was sad, without even telling Vishal, he knew something was wrong. He would do anything to make her smile. Vishal was her Guardian Angel. Their parents knew that they were meant to be together. Even Simi knew it was right, if it came to marrying someone and spending the whole life together, there was no one other than Vishal she could be with.

It was 5 in the morning, she couldn't sleep. Her house, or say mansion was already decorated for the ceremonies that would be starting in a few days. Cards along with the sweets, shagun thalis would be seen in the hall. Her parents along with Vishal's family were busy preparing. Her room, which she called her space, would be left behind and her space would now be Vishal's room. His family would be her family. The carefree attitude, childish nature would now have to be of a responsible young man. Bracelets in her hand would soon change to bangles. Her identity would now be linked with Vishal. But she was ready, ready for everything.

She was surprised how a marriage would change everything. She wondered if that would change Vishal's behavior towards her, but she was sure this isn't possible. When their parents broke the news of their marriage, Vishal was the happiest person alive. And all these days he had been more caring and more loving. She knew he wouldn't let her compromise anything, he would help her in every stage. But this house, her family, her Coco, memories of this place where she spent half of her life were something she would be missing always.

She had a look at the clock. It was almost 7, she got ready and left for the railway station because her best friend, her cousin Samaira, her Samy was coming today. She was going to see her after 4 years because Samy shifted to USA. She couldn't have been happier. She called up the driver and let for Railway Station, Nainital.


Part-2

~"A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life."~

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It was almost 8, Samy's train was going to be there any moment. Her excitement was at its peak. Its been 4 years since she last saw her. Well there had always been long Skype talks, heart-to-heart conversations, but nothing like seeing them right next to each other.

She stood on Platform no. 3, the train from New Delhi was about to arrive. Cool wind was playing with the locks of her hair. And suddenly then a text flashed on her mobile screen, it was from Vishal.

It said, "Good Morning Simu. Have a good day ahead, Princess. Whenever you need me, I'm just a call away. And dad invited your family to our house tonight for dinner. Bring Samy along too." And a faint smile lighted up her face.

And she could now hear the train arriving. In a couple of seconds, the platform buzzed with people. She started looking for Samy. And she saw a slim, fair girl with rosy cheeks and jet black hair get down the train. Samy had always been the one with the crazy-streak, she believed in living life to the extreme. Simi had always envied her looks and her nature since she was a kid. And Samy saw her. She literally started shouting and attracted hoards of people towards herself.

"My Sim-Sim here you are. Its so nice to see you. You don't know how much I missed you and this place." And the sisters hugged each other tight. Samy was dancing with joy. Simi was glad to see that her sister hasn't changed one bit. She was still a kid at heart. She knew it, if she needed someone in her tough days, it would always be Samy.

On the way back home, they both didn't stop chattering for even a second. Simi couldn't have been happier. The girls had a look at their childhood pictures and shared a good laugh. It was evening now, Simi told Samy to get ready because they were going to Vishal's place for dinner. Samy was excited to meet her Vishal Jeeju.

Samy and Simi had been the closest since they were two little girls. And the same was till date. Samy wanted to see Simi's choice. Simi was happy with everything but the thought of leaving everyone back home was depressing her. Samy sensed that. She thought of talking about it to her after they have met Vishal. Also she wanted to know so much and tell Simi so much, she thought she would do it the next day. They both needed to catch up with their lives.

Everyone was ready. Simi's mom and dad, her elder brother Sameer and so was Samy. They reached Vishal's place. They were welcomed inside by Vishal's family. Nothing was formal between them as they had been friends since long. Samy was introduced to everyone. And then came Vishal, dressed in a crisp white shirt with brown trousers. He had the looks to die for.

Samy whispered in Simi's ear, "So this is Jeeju. Nice choice babes."

Vishal heard that and the three of them giggled. Vishal's eyes weren't leaving Simi's gaze for even a single second.


Part-3

~"The best relationship is the one where more than a partner,he is your best friend."~

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Everybody was enjoying the dinner. Talks about marriage preparations were in full swing. In another 20 days, Simi was going to call this house her new home. She was strangely happy with the fact that Vishal even changed some stuff of his room for her own comfort. She knew at that time, nobody could handle her other than Vishal. He could sacrifice anything when it came to her smile. Everybody was focused in preparing the best for their marriage. Vishal's dad said he had seen this day coming from since the day he saw these two little kids growing up together, fighting, caring and sharing everything, how they faced everything together in their teenage years and now as two individual young adults with the dreams they were ready to share. The friendship between the two families was now going to be a relationship bond with their marriage.

After the dinner was done, Vishal's mom suggested that Vishal and Simi should go have a walk in the garden. Vishal was no stranger to her but she was acting shy. Everybody started teasing them.

While they were out, talking about al the things, Vishal wanted to know the reason behind Simi's silence. She said she was nervous leaving everything behind and starting a new life. Vishal held her hand, it sent shivers down her spine. It was very unusual of him to hold her hand, but she was ready, ready to start a new life with him. If Vishal wouldn't have been there all this time, she might have had been rotting in depression. She owed her life to him. She might not have the same unconditional love Vishal had for her, but they had been inseparable since they were born. Vishal comforted her and understood her insecurities. He started reminding her of the old times, and somehow made her laugh. Vishal had a way with making her happy and he knew once they were married she would be happy with him.

Back home, Samy started teasing her about how Vishal's gaze didn't move for even a second.
And then Samy said, "I know you and Vishal have been forever friends, but when did love blossom? You never told me about it."

Simi said, "it isn't even exactly a love story. We both have gone through a rough patch. Vishal had been the biggest support i ever had in the darkest of my days. His love for me is unconditional, and i don't know how and why he could love me." She had tears in her eyes.

Samy was shocked to see her crying. She had no idea what rough patch she was talking about. She said, "Calm down Simu, ssshh, you need to tell me everything. Life is like this, things happen, Vishal really loves you, i could see that in his eyes and I'm sure he is ready to be with you no matter what happens."

Simi started, "It all started in 2005, class 11th. Vishal and me were in the same class. Vishal had gone to USA for two months and everybody thought we both are together. I didn't interact much with people, i used to be so lost in my novels and all. That was when it all started."

Part-4

~"It is said that the time spent during the teenage years is what defines your life ahead. All the secrets, experiences, heartbreaks, lessons, shape you up and affect your life at some point."~

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'2005-Flashback'

It was just a normal day at school. Simi didn't have many friends at school and Vishal was off to USA for sometime. Her days were spent engrossed in her novels and paintings. She didn't interact much with people. She never bothered to socialize much in the class even. She was happy in her small world.
People in the class used to think that she was in a relationship with Vishal and as he was gone, she might be missing him and that might be the reason she didn't interact much.

It was English class that day and the teacher came up with a random pop quiz on Literature and Novels. Now this was something in which Simi had a keen interest. She knew she could outshine others at this. She was ready with it.

The first question the teacher put up was, "Name a novel with supernatural atmosphere, it was of romantic goth genre with the theme that how jealousy can affect relationships and even an individual."
Simi knew the answer. It was easy.
"Wuthering Heights", said two voices in unison. One was of Simi and the other one was of a guy.
She turned back to see who it was, she couldn't figure it out.

The next question was, "This play was one of the most powerful and influential tragedies of all time in English literature by Shakespeare."
She thought for a minute. And before she could answer. The voice from the other end said, "Hamlet.
She was shocked. Who was it. It was someone she had never seen before in the class. She couldnt even recall seeing him before. But he sure was a tough competition. She was keen to know this guy now.

And the questions continued. That guy was winning. She knew the answers but took time to recall and before she could say it he had already told the answer. It was like a war between the two of them. She looked back again. He wasnt stopping. It was like he knew it all. She never knew someone in her class had the same interest in novels as her.

As the last question was put up, "Which novel published in 2004 had character names as Gerry and Holly and who wrote it?"
Simi was quick this time, "P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern." And she looked back and smiled at that guy who gave her a thumbs up.

The teacher went as the class was over. She wanted to know who this guy was. She decided to go over to him. But before she got up, he was already there.

"Hey. You seem to have quite knowledge about Literature and Novels. I could see that you knew all the answers.", he said.

"Well that is something I have deep interest in. And I knew it, and so did you. Same pinch then.", Simi replied that guy with deep brown eyes.

"By the way I'm Shaan, just joined the school last week." ,forwarding his hand.
"Oh, that's why I couldnt recognise you. I'm Simi.", shaking hands.

"So I was wondering if you have 'P.S. I Love You' because I think I missed that. Can I borrow it?"

Shaan had moved to Nainital, his father's hometown from Delhi. He was a tall, confident guy, he had a cute face and his smile was the sweetest with a little dimple on his left cheek, he was a guy with high ambitions. Just like Simi, his interests lay in literature.


Part-5

~"Sometimes even though you meet for the first time, it sometimes seems as if you have known each other forever, like there is some sort of a connection deep in the heart."~

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With the same interests and sharing of books and their trivia about literature started a new bond : Friendship of Shaan and Simi. Simi had longed for a friend like him. Well Vishal had always been there, but when it came to her novels, Vishal used to be blank on that topic. He couldn't even think of a word about what to say but still he tagged along to what she said, even though at times he had no idea what the book is about or what she was saying.

Shaan and Simi had the same classes so they got a chance to know each other more. Their favorite used to be the English class. They had fun together. They could be seen together even during the break time. Simi was surprised how she never even looked around for a friend. Vishal was always there to complete her. But now it was something different. She had started developing feelings for Shaan but she just denied it. She didn't want to name the beautiful friendship she had shared with him. Not everyday she had people with the same interests around her!

That day during the English class the teacher gave them the details for a new project and they had to work in pairs. No doubt, Simi wanted Shaan to be her partner. And she knew he would ask her once the period gets over. She was giggling thinking about working together and wasn't paying attention to what was happening around.
The bell rang and the teacher went.

She was about to get up and go to Shaan who was siting in the parallel row when she saw him talking to Vedika.
Vedika was someone she didn't like since the very first day. She was jelaous of Simi. Simi and her father were competitors in business. She always wanted to be Vishal's eye candy but couldn't take the spot. She envied Simi's pretty yet simple look. Simi moved to Shaan's bench to hear what they were talking about.

Vedika said, "Hey Shaan. Why don't you be my partner for the project? It isn't bad having another friend than *Ms. So Lost In Her Own World* uh, i meant Simi." And she winked at Simi.

Simi's heart sank.

"Umm, but i guess my partner is Simi. I've already picked her. Sorry Vedika.", Shaan answered her.
Vedika made a puppy face.

"Its okay Shaan. You can team up with Vedika. We can pair up next time.", Simi said.

"But Simi i want to do this with you. I'm really sorry Vedika. Maybe next time.", Shaan gave an apologetical smile to her.

Vedika was furious this time. She had a thing for Shaan. Well she couldn't help it! Shaan's dimpled-smile and his perfect looks could make any girl go Ga-Ga over him. He was such a sweetheart.

"It's okay Shaan. I'll come next time. You would need me then. Because by the next time, Vishal would come back and Simi would forget that you even existed.", Vedika winked at him.

"Umm, Vishal? Who is he? And where is he? I haven't seen him around.", Shaan was clueless. And looked at Simi.

Simi said, "Vishal is my best friend since childhood. He was off to USA for 2 months but is coming back soon and,"

Vedika cut her mid-sentence. "Oh dear! Why are you hiding it from Shaan? Isn't there love blossoming between you and Vish?"

Shaan was shocked and disappointed, both at the same time. He asked Simi, "Is it so?"

Vedika said, "Well they don't tell anyone but let me tell you. Yes. This is how it is. You are just a time-pass till he is away. Oh! I'm getting late. I'll catch up with you later. Bye Shaan."
And Vedika went away.

Simi was in tears hearing what Vedika said. They were all white lies.
Shaan asked her, "Simi is it so?"
Simi said, "No Shaan." Her face was red and eyes were filled with tears.

"Don't cry Simi. I believe you. Tell me the truth no matter what it is.", Shaan wiped a tear which was trickling down her rosy cheeks.


Part-6

~"No matter what the truth is, say it to the people who matter to you if you want them by your side forever."~

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Shaan told Simi to calm down.
Once she was quiet he asked her about Vishal.

She told him he was her best and only friend. How Vishal used to take care of everything and she never even felt the need of another friend in her life.

But then came Shaan. She was wrong. She needed someone. No doubt Vishal did everything for her but he had other friends too. But Simi was not very social. She never expected her to befriend Shaan even but maybe their common interests helped the bud of friendship to blossom.

She was lonely. And she never considered Shaan as an option. She was a true friend to him. She was hurt by Vedika's words. Her intentions were never like that. Shaan was sorry for her.

He promised to be there for her always. They both were slightly attracted towards each other but wanted to limit it as friendship only. Shaan wanted to tell her but he understood that at this point of time she was in a need of a friend.

She was happy how he understood her. They planed an evening outing to the lake that day. They had fun. Talking about books, studies, their childhood, their experiences and all. They made a promise of never breaking this beautiful bond they were sharing. Shaan was complementing her after every 5 minutes. She found him way too cute.

Simi told him her deepest wish which was to become an author and publish her own book someday. And Shaan was overwhelmed when he heard that. He said he would help her in that and her wish would surely come true one day. He knew she would do it.

With passing days, their friendship was growing stronger. They shared everything. Simi's feelings for him were growing stronger.
But she was scared. It was after a very long time that she had got a really good friend and she didn't want to lose him.

And one of those days, the Principal announced a 3-Day camping trip to Mussorie. Both Shaan and Simi got themselves registered.
They both were excited. While Simi was looking forward to have some fun and spend time with Shaan.
Shaan had some other plans in mind.

Back home, Vishal called up Simi. He had been missing her a lot. He wanted to come back soon. For a while she had forgotten who he was. She was so lost in her and Shaan's world. Even she wanted him to come back soon. She had to tell him about Shaan. Hiding her feelings from Vishal would be tough, and she couldn't hide stuff from him. So she waiting for him to return.
She was crushing on Shaan and Vishal being her best friend had to know this. 


Part-7

~"When someone else's wishes and happiness matters to you more than your own, when their smile is enough to light up your day, when they are the one in your prayers, you are surely in love with that person."~

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Days passed and Simi was totally attached to Shaan. They had almost shared everything except the fact that they had started liking each other. They were afraid of losing what they had.

It was time for their trip now. Excitement was at its peak. School trips are always fun especially when you have your best friend to tag along to.

Simi was busy packing and that was when she got Vishal's call. He told her he would be back in a week. She was dying to meet him. She had to spill the beans to Vishal. She told him about the trip. He was missing being around her. And all she wanted to do right now was tell him about Shaan. But she was waiting for him to come back so she could introduce both of them.

Finally they were going to Mussoorie. They were together in the train. Simi found Shaan to be excited about something. She kept on asking him but all he said that it was a surprise. She was curious.

In between their talks, Simi asked him if he liked someone. He blushed and said, "Its you."

She was surprised. A strange kind of feeling took over her. She couldn't explain it. She was blushing as well. She never knew Shaan had feelings for her as well. For some time, both of them were lost in thoughts. Shaan was confused over her reaction. He was cursing himself for saying that. While she was so happy that she couldn't react on what he said.

Shaan broke the silence and started talking about his old school. But Simi was still lost. All she coulh hear was the voice in her head that said,"Shaan likes you."

"Wow Simi! Shaan likes you."

"Should I tell him?"

"Shaan-Simi or Simi-Shaan?"

For the first day they had to explore the valley of Dehradun. Simi was still very excited about what Shaan had said. On the other hand, Shaan tried to be as normal as he could but Simi's strange excitement was surprising. His mind had many thoughts revolving here and there. He couldn't make out whether she felt the same or not.

For that he had a plan, he just had to wait for them to get back to the tents.

After dinner, everyone had set up their tents and had partners whom they shared it with. Simi wished Shaan Good night and went to her tent along with a girl who was from the other section. She didn't remember when she slept that night. Her mind was buzzing with thoughts of Shaan.

Finally lost in his thoughts and in the excitement of seeing him the next morning, she dozed off to sleep.

It was around 1:30 at night, she heard something. She felt as if someone was brushing her hair off her face. Her sleep was disturbed. Slowly she opened her eyes. And she saw Shaan next to her. She thought she was dreaming. She rubbed her eyes but it wasn't a dream. Shaan was there for real. She was about to scream. Shaan sensed that and he kept his hand on her mouth, to stop her so she didn't wake up others and they won't be busted. He whispered her to come out.

Once they were out of the tent, Shaan instructed her to keep quiet and to just follow him. She had no idea what he was upto. But she knew if she opened her mouth, they both would get into trouble. A little away from the area where the tents were, she asked him what was he upto and that too that late at night.

He smiled and said, "Keep calm Princess. Its a surprise. We are almost there."

All she knew was they were going up a hill but didn't know why.


Part-8

~"Love is not something which is planned, it just happen at the most unexpected time of our lives and the person we fall for, is always an exception."~

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Their world seemed to be at a halt at that moment. They could feel the magic of love dancing around them. A tingling sensation was felt inside them. All they wanted was to freeze the moment and make it theirs.

It was midnight, it was cold, but nothing affected both of them. The pure innocence of first love had taken a toll on them. It was as if this moment was just made for them.

"Thankyou Shaan. Seriously, this is the best surprise ever. Everything is so beautiful here.", Simi said with a shy smile.

They could see each other's eyes glittering with the magic of their love in the silver moonlight.

"Simi, if there is something that shines brighter than the moon and is more beautiful than this place, its your pretty face. And this is the truth, even though you won't believe me.", Shaan said.

And all she could do was smile. It was a wonderful feeling, she was out of words. Her happiness knew no bounds.

All of sudden Shaan said, "Simi, Simi, close your eyes. Right now. Just close your eyes."

"But why Shaan?", she was surprised.

"See there", he was pointing towards the sky, "shooting star, now close your eyes and wish upon that star."
And he interlocked his fingers in hers.

They both closed their eyes and wished for something. Shaan started asking her about her wish. But Simi didn't want to tell him because she was afraid if she told him, her wish might not come true.

But Shaan didn't stop, he knew what she had asked for, and she was expecting him to wish for the same, but he didn't. After her constant asking, she finally told him.

"I asked for you Shaan. You are my wish upon that shooting star. And I didn't want to tell you, because then you won't be mine. That's what they say right.", Simi made a sad face.

"My sweetheart, you are already mine. Our wish upon the stars is fulfilled, Shaan belongs to you now. Not even the stars can take you away from me. Simi, I love you more than you can imagine.", Shaan confessed.

"And I love you more than you love me Shaan. Thankyou for everything. But what did you ask for? You asked for the same, right?". Simi was curious to know.

"No, because I knew you are My Simi so I didn't ask for you, I asked for something else."

Simi was surprised and curious to know what he wished for. She started asking him.

Shaan told her, "You told me about your dream na. Your dream of being an author, so my wish upon that shooting star is seeing your novel getting published and you being acknowledged by everyone. And I knew you would make it. I'm sure of it. For me, your happiness is above everything, even above mine. And I know when this dream of yours would get fulfilled, you would be so happy and I'd be the happiest person on this earth Simi. You matter the most to me."

She was surprised to hear that. She wondered how she made her place in his heart within such a short time. But what they shared was magical and selfless. They were way deep into each other.

Both of them enjoyed the deep moment of silence. Sometimes words aren't enough to express how special the feeling is, that was what they were going through at that time. Their presence and their love was no one less than a heavenly feeling.

It was getting late now. They had to move back. Shaan didn't leave her hand for even a second. She could feel the protective feeling he had for her. She was loving him more and more. They were about to reach the camp site and that was when Shaan faced her and gave her a sweet peck on her cheek. She was blushing.
They didn't want anymore. They were more than happy with what they had.

A promise was made, a promise that meant to go on till forever.

3 days passed in a jiffy. Simi was loving this feeling, this feeling of belonging to someone. And Shaan was making it more and more special. They had the best days of their life and their short trip to the hills that night and that wish upon the stars was something they could never forget. It was now forever embedded in their hearts just as their names got engraved in each other's soul.
That is what the magic of first love is.


Part-9

~"Sometimes we are like stars, we fall to make someone's wishes come true."~

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Simi and Shaan were way into each other, even though they were together only for a short duration of time. That wish they both had asked for and the time spent on that trip was something both of them could never forget.

Vishal was back. And the first thing on his mind was to see Simi. It had been almost two months he hadn't seen her. No doubt they were in touch, but not seeing her everyday, which was like a routine for him, was something he was missing.

The very next day he planned to meet her. He didn't go to school that day. He never even had a hint about Simi and Shaan. Whereas Simi and Shaan were having good days like a new couple totally in deep love for each other.

That evening, Simi was busy reading a novel, that was when somebody knocked at her door. She had no clue about it. Her dad was in office and her mom had gone out for some work. She was wondering who it was. She was quite looking like a mess, in loose clothes and her hair out of place.

She opened the door. It was Vishal. She was way more than surprised.
Vishal stepped forward and hugged her tight, "Simi I missed you so much."

She didn't know how to react. The thought of someone else missing her other than Shaan was awkward now. She didn't hug him back.
All she could say was, "You were missed too Vishal."

Out of excitement Vishal hugged her. It had never happened before. So he thought she might have felt awkward due to that.

They sat and had a talk. Simi was quiet all the time. It was Vishal only who was speaking all the time. She was lost. She wanted to tell Vishal about Shaan. She couldn't hide it anymore.

"Listen Vishal, I need to tell you something.", Simi finally mustered up the courage and spoke up.

Vishal had something going on in his mind as well. He said, "So do I. But you first Simi."

With a great amount of courage she spoke up.
"Don't interrupt me Vishal. Just let me say it once and then you say."

Vishal nodded. Simi continued.

She said, "So I'm with this guy since like a week. His name is Shaan. I know you don't know him. He is a newcomer. He came when you are gone. Our love for literature and novels is what got us together. I love him. And he loves me more. I know you would be shocked. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. But I was waiting for you to come back. You are my best friend Vishal. Promise me, you won't tell this to anyone else. Please. I'll introduce you both when you come to school. He is really cute. And I know you both would be good friends too. Don't be mad at him. I love him. You understand na, Vishal?"

Vishal broke down. He was completely shattered. He was about to tell her how much he has loved her over the years. And that too more than a best friend. But he had to step down now, step down for her happiness. It was as if he was numb. It was if something which has holding his life all together since the very start, now even denied him of his very existence.

"You had to tell me something na?", she wondered what he was thinking.

"Nothing Simu. Just had to tell you about the trip and the gifts I got for you. Here, see this.", and handed her a big bag.

Vishal was lost. The one he had loved always was in love with someone else. But for her happiness and smile, he was ready to sacrificed. He didn't show her his pain and decided not to tell her anything. For him, being with her as her best friend was good enough. He was glad she trusted him with this.

After a while he left. The very next day Vishal was introduced to Shaan by Simi. Vishal felt as if he had lost her. Her existence in his life was there, but not as before. Vishal wasn't her first priority now. It was Shaan now.



"Okay Shaan. Stop. You woke me up so that we could go up a hill. What would be a surprise over there? I can't go anymore. I'm tired. Please.", she was complaining.

"Simi, please. We are almost there. And you won't be able to go back alone. And these are hills and its dark.", he was being funny with her.

"No Shaan.", she was firm.

Shaan didn't say anything. He just held her hand tightly. She didn't say a word. She just kept on following him. The warmth of his touch was lovely. She couldn't think of anything else. All she knew was she was falling in love with him and so was he.

They were finally at the top, Shaan didn't leave her hand.

"So here we are Simi. Now say.", said Shaan.

"Wow Shaan! Everything around is so beautiful.", she could see nature's beauty all around.

He held her hand more tightly and faced her. The time was perfect. Her hand was in his hand and he felt at the top of world. She felt the same. She felt like flying above the clouds with him. The warmth of his presence didn't let the cold winds affect her one bit.


Part-10

~"Sometimes being a friend is the best way you can be in someone's life."~

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Shaan and Simi were so lost into each other that most of the times they used to forget if Vishal was there or not. It pricked Vishal. His best friend was not 'his' anymore.

She didn't even notice how her best friend was changing. For a guy whose whole life revolved around Simi, it was hard to accept that her world belonged to someone else now. For him, rejection was not something which was hurting him, it was the way how he was losing her. He accepted the fact that she loved someone else but what he couldn't accept was the way she was drifting away from him.

At every possible time, Simi tried to include Vishal with her and Shaan.
But being a third wheel was something which he really didn't appreciate. So he started distancing himself from them. He wondered if he ever had a girlfriend would he also change his behavior towards Simi?

Well no, he wouldn't. He was her guardian angel and he wanted to be there for her when she needed him. He knew there would be a day she would need him and he didn't want her to face that day alone.

Days were passing, class 12th was about to end in 6 months. Simi's birthday was approaching. Vishal was trying to work out what he could do for her. He felt as if he had lost all the rights he had on her. But still wanted to do something special for her.

He was lost in thoughts. Just when, his cellphone started to buzz.
He was surprised to see the name in the caller id.
It was Shaan.
He wondered why Shaan was calling him?Was Simi okay?

Shaan wanted to see him as soon as possible. Vishal had no idea why. But he knew it was somehow related to Simi. So without any second thought he went there.
He still had immense love in his heart for her.

He met Shaan. Shaan explained his surprise for her. He wanted Vishal's help in planning it. And being her best friend, he couldn't say no.
He would help him. Because it would bring Simi happiness.
He could do anything for her smile. 

Part-11

~"Once you are in love with someone, they become your habit, its like every bit of their existence means something to you. They touch your life in a special way, forever"~

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Finally it was Simi's birthday. As expected Shaan was the first one to call her. She was so happy. Shaan made her feel so special and lucky. He told her to get a goodnight sleep and wait for the surprises lined up for her.

Vishal thought he had lost the right to call her first. So he just sent a text wishing her the best of her life. It made her smile. Well maybe that was what Vishal wanted.

Simi went to school in excitement. Everybody was wishing her. But that one person was missing. Shaan wasn't there. She searched for him. But still couldnt find him. She was disappointed and about to break down. Vishal saw that. He supported her all the while and tried to keep her happy. He couldn't let the love of his life be sad on her birthday. He was trying his best to make her smile. He knew her happiness lay with Shaan. But all he could do, was atleast keeping her away from crying.

He supported throughout the day. He didn't want years to trickle down that lovely face. She was someone who defined perfection for him and he didn't want tears to spoil her beauty.
Maybe not like Shaan, but atleast he managed to make her smile. She wasn't happy, he could see that, but she wasn't crying, and the only reason was him which completed the purpose of his life.

It was reminding Simi of the old days, When her only friend was Vishal. But her thoughts weren't at ease. Was Shaan okay?
Even his phone was switched off.
She could see Vishal trying his best to make her happy, all she could do was smile. She wasn't happy as her happiness was missing. She didn't want Vishal to feel bad so she was acting as if she was okay.

School was fine, a major part of it was missing.
Shaan, with every step she took out of the school, she wondered where he might be. Back home, she called him up like thousands times but couldn't reach him. She didn't realise when she cried herself off to sleep. It was her worst birthday till day.

Somewhat around 4 she heard someone knocking at her door. Maybe, for a fraction of second she thought it was Shaan. She sprang out of bed and went to see who it was.
She was disappointed. It was Vishal.
He told her to get ready as there was a surprise waiting for her.
She didn't seem to be happy or excited. She was lost and Vishal knew the reason.
where was Shaan? Where was her guy on her special day? Was he even okay?
She tried to deny Vishal but then she had been ignoring Vishal ever since she was with Shaan. She felt bad. She thought her birthday was a good opportunity to rekindle things with her best friend.


Part-12

~"Sometimes the little things and efforts made by the one we love, are far better than all the worldly treasures. Those little things capture our heart completely."~

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Vishal could see Simi's puffy red eyes and sad face. He couldn't see her like this, that too on her birthday. He told her to get ready soon. She wasn't in any mood, but with Vishal's constant insisting she got up.

She got ready. She wore a pretty black dress along with cute black wedges. She looked no less than a doll to Vishal but he could see the sadness in her eyes.

He took her to the hill side. They have been there before, but never alone. But Simi didn't mind. Vishal told her to go out and wait until he comes back. He went to park the car. She did as she was told.

10 minutes passed by, she couldn't see Vishal. She tried calling him but they were at the hillside, near a small lake so she couldn't get the signal. First Shaan, now Vishal, her birthday was a complete mess. She was about to cry. She had tears in her eyes, ready to fall any moment. She felt as if nobody loved her.

Just when she was about to break down, a voice said, "My baby doesn't look good crying." It was Shaan. She could see him walking towards her. She was mad at him. She literally started shouting on him. Well, he wasn't around on his girlfriend's special day.

All he did was, came closer and hugged her tight and said, "Surprise baby. I'm sorry. But you would knoe what took so much of time. Happy birthday, my love. You look so pretty that even the beauty of nature would be ashamed of itself."

She was spellbound. White t-shirt,black jeans, perfect hair, dimpled smile, rhe cutest guy on earth belonged to her. He had planned everything out. He spread a sheet and put a beautiful chocolate truffle cake in the centre along with chocolates and her favorite food items.

"After you mam", he said and made her sit. He came and sat right next to her and made her cut the cake. And they both shared everything, made each other eat from their own hands.

"I missed you so much sweetheart, today in the school, but all this surprise, its all worth it.I'm so lucky.this is the best birthday ever. I love you.", Simi hugged him tight.

"Wait for the main surprise baby. I love you more and more, and every year your birthday would be the best ever. This is my promise to you.", and Shaan kissed her on her forehead.

"Here, open this", he handed her a wrapped gift. And she opened it, it was a painting, a night scene, a shooting star, and a couple standing hand in hand on the hill top. He made it for her, himself. It wasn't perfect, but he did his best. She loved it. She was out of words to explain the beautiful feeling.

"Thankyou Shaan. You are the best thing that's ever been mine. I can't explain how happy I'm",Simi was blushing.

"Simi, just close your eyes.", Shaan said. And she did so.

He took a pretty heart shaped necklace from his pocket and made her wear it. He told her to open her eyes. It was so beautiful. She had tears of happiness in her eyes. All the hatred and anger she had for him for not coming in the morning had vanished.

"I love you Simi. Forever. You are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with", Shaan took her in his arms.

"I have no words, I'm actually out of word to express my love for you Shaan.", she could feel his warmth.

Their eyes met and it was as if this world belonged to them. They were with each other, what else did they want. And they came closer, their cold lips finally meet. They kissed each other.

It wasn't just a kiss. It was a promise of forever, a promise meant to be. It was the shared dreams they were seeing, it was more than a normal feeling, an ecastic feeling which couldn't be describe. The emotions in their hearts didn't need words, they were flowing out with that kiss. It was as if their souls were tangled into each other, to be together always and forever.

Their relationship was meant to be, it was the kind of love people write novels about. And both of them were lucky to have each other by their side.


Part-13

~"Every relationship has to pass certain tests of life, and if they can go through them together, they are meant to be."~

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They had such a cute relationship. Like everyone they had fights, but none of them lasted long. They couldn't even think of leaving each other. Shaan didnt even like a single drop of tears in Simi's eyes. They had misunderstandings, troubles, fights but nothing was as strong as the bond of love they both had been sharing.

It was almost 2 years that they had been together. School was about to end. Many questions and insecurities were creeping up in Simi's mind. She thought what the future and what it held for them. But she knew their love was strong enough to face it all.

Their boards had ended. Now it was time for college admissions.
But well sometimes it isn't always as we plan life to be. Shaan got a huge surprise. He got the selection letter from the University of Australia where he had applied.

He told his family. Everyone was happy as well as surprised because he didn't tell anyone before applying, not even Simi. He had kept it as a secret. He didn't know how to tell her.

He sent her a text saying, "Really important. Meet me in an hour at CCD. Love you."

Simi had no idea what it was about. She got ready and left for CCD. She saw him there, when she entered.

Black jacket, blue jeans, that dimpled smile, even after 2 years, she could feel butterflies dancing in her stomach. He held her hand and sat beside her on the sofa. They ordered stuff and started talking.

It was now time for Shaan to break the news now. He told her he was selected for the Architecture Course at University of Australia. His happiness knew no bounds.
But she was tears, because he never told her even once. She wanted him to tell him before.

"Why didn't you tell me Shaan? Why did you hide it?", Simi said in a low tone.

"I wanted to keep it as a surprise baby. And I wasn't even sure that i would make through it. But now, its final. I'm really sorry Simu. I never expected that I'd be selected.", Shaan was sad too.

She could sense that. But she was happy for him, because even she wanted to see him rise. She hugged him and said she was sorry. She shouldn't have reacted that way. But what could she do, he would be away. She was so used to having him around all the time that she couldn't even bear the thought of separation. But she knew together they would make it.

She hugged him tight. She felt like never leaving him. They were entangled forever. And he was going there for their better future only, so she was ready for it. She was wearing that beautiful necklace he gave her on her birthday, it was her most prized possession. They were so much in love that they were ready to face everything hand in hand.

They both didn't show it to each other. but deep inside they were afraid. Distance would play dirty tricks but they were confident that it won't let them drift apart anyhow. But still our heart is always afraid of losing the one we love. But it was not the same in their case. They were forever.


Part-14

~"Sometimes we keep quiet because in the heat of the moment, we don't want to lose the one we love."~

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Shaan was preparing to leave. He was ready to reach out for his dream. With passing days he got busier. He couldn't help it.

Simi felt bad. She was being ignored, she knew it wasn't on purpose but still separation from our loved one is what pricks our heart the most. At the back of her mind, thousands thoughts were flowing.

What if?
Maybe if?
Shouldn't it be this way?
I don't wanna lose him.
Shaan won't change, right?
Distance is creepy.
How will I manage?
All these thoughts seem to have occupied her all the time. Shaan knew it. But what could he do?

He could see his dreams ahead of him, and once he completed them, he could be hers, forever.

In the last two weeks, she hardly could hear anything from him. She understood he had to be with his family, but even she wanted her time for herself. She didn't even have any idea when she would see him next.

Her nights were spent silently crying, she didn't want destiny to tear them apart. She knew her love was strong. But was it strong enough to face the world who has always been jealous of happy people?

She made a scrapbook of all their memories and pictures, and wrote poems and stuff for him. She left some pages at the end so she could write about the memories they would make in the future.

Two days before going, both of them cried together over the phone. Even the thought of being away was scaring the hell out of them. They told each other how much they loved each other and how much they need the love they had.

They made a plan to meet on the same hillside where they celebrated her birthday. An uncanny silence was felt by both of them. They have never felt that way. But what could they do! They were so used to having each other around all the time that it wasn't so easy for them to accept it. She broke down right in front of him. She couldn't accept it anyhow.

"Simi, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I hate when you cry and right now you are crying because of me, I feel so sick. Please Simi.", he hugged her tight.

She buried her head into his chest. She was crying hard and said, " I can't control it. I cannot lose you. I love you Shaan."

He wiped the tears off her eyes. He kissed her eyelids and kissed away the tears from her eyes. And they kissed. They wish they could be like this, forever. Kissing each other kissing away the tears in each other arms.
But the promise they had made, was meant to be forever.

And after a day, to chase his dreams and make them come true, Shaan was off to Australia. He had left his most prized possession behind but that would constantly give him a reason to come back. And he knew nothing was gonna change between them, ever.


Part-15
~"Distance makes the heart grow fonder,
But its the same distance which makes two loving hearts apart, no matter how hard they try, distance plays their dirty tricks on them."~

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Shaan was off to Australia. It was a beginning of a new life from a new end for him. Of course he missed her, but maybe he was bad at expressing. He couldn't tell her because it was hard for him too, leaving his family, leaving his city, his love and coming to a new country. He didn't want to fall weak. The love he had for her was much more than she had for him. Bht what could he do. He had to work hard to make their future better.

It took him time to settle down there. He had to work hard. He had to manage university, studies, job and then do everything by himself. Whatever time left, he used to give it to Simi. Even the time difference and Simi's college timings were creating issues. But he kept quiet, he knew these aren't issues to fight and create a scene upon.

Every now and then, on weekends, they would have a long conversation. They missed each other's presence. Simi used to cry. He didn't like at all. At times, he thought it was all his fault. At other times he had to make her understand that he is doing all this for them only.

Due to some tests and workload at his job, Shaan wasn't able to give her much time. He tried to explain but she wasn't ready to listen. She thought he was ignoring her on purpose. She started to fight. But all that while he kept calm and waited for her anger to cool down. He couldn't afford to lose her anyhow. And all these fights had no significance. She was sorry for her behavior. But what could she do. This separation was affecting her as well.

He had to do it. He belonged to a good family but not as rich as Simi's. To give her a comfortable and happy life he had to do it. Maybe she was not understanding it, because she used to get emotional. He was doing everything possible. He understood that she never meant what she said during the fights, it used to make him sad too.

Another year passed by, it was now three years that they had been together. No matter how much they fought, at the end of the day their love used to win.

On the other side, Vishal was now studying in DU. He tried hard to move on, but he couldn't. No matter how hard he tried, he failed. He accepted it. His heart would always beat for Simi. No matter how much he tried, moving on from Simi would be like moving on from his life. He left it all on his destiny. He wanted to see her happy, and she was. What else could he wish for. He buried his feelings deep in his heart, he made himself strong enough because she didn't want her to even have a hint of all this.


Part-16
~"True are the friends who help you in your worst times, don't turn your back on you when the world forgets you, pick you up when you fall"~

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Distance was playing tricks on them. They were losing that sweetness in their relationship. Those late night texts and talks were replaced by everyday fights. The couple who couldn't even spend an hour without talking to each other were now going through days without even a single message or phone call from each other. They both were regretting it, were missing each other, but their ego wasn't letting them accept it. It was too big to be broken by a mere word 'Sorry'.

They weren't realising that in the heat of the fight they were creating gaps in their relationship. Maybe they didn't want to hurt each other, so the best option they thought of was to ignore each other. They were passing days without talking to each other.

It was their monthly anniversary that day. And just a day before they had a big arguement. Simi planned to call him and say sorry and accept it as her mistake. she was tired of it. She wanted the same old her, the same old Shaan and the same old relationship they shared. She didn't want to lose her wish upon the stars.

She was constantly calling him. But he wasn't picking up. She thought maybe he was too mad at her.
Disappointed, she went to sleep.

Next morning when she woke up she saw his texts saying that he was partying with friends so he just couldn't make out when she called.
She was hurt. She was taken aback when he said he was with friends so he was busy. Thousand thoughts and memories were rushing in her mind.

She thought he was never like that before.
She never preferred friends over her.
She was always his priority.
What is up with him?
Why was hw ignoring her?
She wanted to make things alright but he was busy partying.
Why was he behaving as such?

Such thoughts were playing at the back of her mind. She couldn't control herself. Tears were tricking down her cheeks.

The next day when she called him, they started arguing over it. Both of them were broken.
They fought and they cut the call. That had become a routine now.

Shaan made up a plan. He needed to set things right and for that he needed somebody's help.
And that somebody was Vishal.
He called him up and told him everything. Vishal and Shaan had been good friends and the thing was for Simi's happiness.
How could Vishal deny?


Part-17

~"There are those times when life gives us a thousand reasons to give up and to cry about, but we need to always remember that there is always one reason to hold on and be happy about, we just need to stick to it."~

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Shaan had thought of a plan. He thought of giving his family and Simi a surprise visit in his upcoming break. He had already started working out and saving for the ticket because he didn't want his family or Simi to even have a clue about it. His main motive was to set things right with Simi. He couldn't let things go on like this. It was high time. He didn't want to sacrifice their love. This was looking like the only way left now.

But to put his plan in action, he needed somebody's help.
Vishal was the only person he could think of.

He called him up as soon as possible and told him about his plan. The only motive of Vishal's life was to keep Simi happy, so he couldn't say no. He was ready to help Shaan.

Vishal was going back home for the holidays. He was so eager to see Simi. He used to miss her and their bond. But he knew, the closest he could be to her was being her friend. Because he thought he had lost himself as her best friend.

On the other side, Shaan was working hard just to finally get to her and make things fine. Just one more month, and he would take her in his arms and tell her everything he felt and would listen to her and sort out everything and be the same old happy couple. It had been two years since he last saw her, he couldn't wait anymore.

When Vishal saw Simi, he could feel as if he was standing in front of a stranger. That happy spark in her eyes was missing. He could sense how she was struggling because she couldn't bear separation from Shaan. That day he realised how bigger is her love for Shaan than his love for her.

Simi completely broke down in front of Vishal. She cried and cried. She told him how she never wants to lose Shaan. And Vishal promised that he won't let her lose him at any cost. He wished to hug her at that moment and to tell her to stop crying. But the inside of him knew that if he did so he would break down too. He wanted to avoid, that was what he was doing all this time. So he did the same. He somehow made her quiet and she was normal. He was missing the old her, which he had lost forever.

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Time had changed the three of theirs lives. That too forver.

In another 10 days, Shaan would be coming back for some days to set things right. Vishal helped him and would be accompaning him back home and would help them in solving the issues that had crept in between them hait because he wanted to see the same glow in her eyes. He was very well I'm hiding his emotions, and that was what we was doing at that moment too.

Everything was set, Shaan was ready to come. Vishal was there to help him. Simi was stuck right there and wanted back her old life. 

Part-18

~"Sometimes no matter how hard you try, destiny ditches you. No matter how much you try to change it, it cannot, it has to be like that, no matter how much it hurts."~

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In another 4 days, Shaan would be in India and his life would be like before. Everything was set. He messaged Vishal and made him promise one thing that in his absence he would support her and make her smile, anyhow.
Because Shaan knew it, Vishal and her friendship had a special bonding, and he was never ever jealous of it.

Vishal was a true gentleman. His friendship with Shaan and his love for Simi made him stand by this promise. He was ready for the sake of his friendship and his love.

Things were a bit better with Simi. She was becoming a bit understanding and was adjusting herself to the distance, she wasn't fighting with him on those issues since a week. It gave Shaan a sense of relief. He bought some gifts for her. It was making him happy just to think how surprised she would be when she would see him after two years. Finally after a long time, he was happy and satisfied that things would get back to normal. He owed Vishal a lot. He had always been a great friend to him.

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Simi had been calling up Shaan since the last one day, but no response was coming from the other side, not even a text message. Even when he was busy, he used to leave a text or a mail. But that he didn't. She thought maybe he was too busy.
The whole day passed, still no sign of him. She was tensed but then she thought maybe because of excessive work, he might be busy or might have left his phone at his apartment.

She even told Vishal to call him up and see. But the same, no reply to him.
It was getting quite late at night.
She went off to sleep.

Around 3 at night, her mobile started ringing. But she was in deep sleep, she didn't realize someone was calling her.

It was in the morning, when she woke up, she had 3 calls from Shaan and 10 calls and 4 unread messages from Vishal. She had no clue about it.

She didn't even have a hint about Shaan coming to india, neither did Vishal spill the beans.

She woke up and called up Shaan first, but his phone was switched off.

She saw Vishal's messages asking about her, where she is, why isn't she picking up, and then she called up Vishal. She had no idea about anything which was happening.

He told her that he was going to pick her up in 5 minutes. She got up and started getting ready. She was wondering why Shaan's phone was switched off and why Vishal wanted to see her so early in the morning.
To have her questions answered, she waited for Vishal.

Part-19

~"Some things in life are inevitable, they are just bound to happen."~

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Vishal picked up Simi from her house. Nobody even enquired, as she was going with Vishal.

She was asking him continuously where he was taking her, but he himself didn't have any answer to it. 
Once they were out of city, near to the hills, he parked the car at one side and told her to get out.

He didn't know how, but he had to say it to her. Words were burning his throat, he knew the moment he would say it, it will break her into pieces. He looked at her face, she was so pretty, her big eyes had that glitter in them, her rosy cheeks were shining, she was looking for answers, he just didn't know how to say it. Had it not been that girl he was deeply in love with, it would have been easy. He didn't want to see tears in those eyes, how perfect they always had been.

He realized she had grown more beautiful than she was when she was a child. He kept gazing at her, he knew she would change after today, that too forever. He was so lost in that moment.

Simi waved her hands in front of his eyes. He came from his thoughts. She was wondering why he had brought her here.
He finally had to break the silence.

He cleared his throat. With a great amount of strength he said, "Simi. Listen to me. Last night, it wasn't Shaan who was calling you. It was his friend from the university. You didn't respond, so he called me up. I don't know how to tell you, but Shaan is serious. His condition is critical."

Simi looked at him with eyes wide open, "Okay stop it Vishal. Stop joking. Would you?"

Vishal could see the tears which were about to trickle down her eyes.
He said, "No Simi, I'm not. Yesterday morning while Shaan was at the university, one of the guys from the Indian community was being teased by some native Australians, and Shaan tried to help him. But those guys, got them in a brawl. They were drunk. They had those baseballs bats and they hit Shaan and his friend. That guy, died on the spot and Shaan is suffering a serious head injury."

He stopped. The later part was hard to say. The girl he loved was broken and crushed totally in front of him. How hard it was for him to tell the one he loved that the one she thought of being with forever, is losing it with every passing minute.

She held his shirt. Tears were flowing. She couldn't breathe.
"He would be fine Vishal, won't he? Its an injury, it would heal?", she said.

Vishal looked at her, tears were tricklig down his cheeks too.

"Vishal say it.", she screamed.

He spoke up, "He is brain dead Simi. They are waiting for his parents to come and take the final decision. I'm really sorry Simu. Its almost impossible for someone who is brain dead."

She couldn't take it all. She was about to fall, that was when Vishal held her and made her sit. She didn't utter a single word. She was shivering, crying, cursing everything. She was hating everything. It was like her life had lost its meaning. She felt like ending it up. Vishal couldn't say anything. He knew even if he did, it would hold no meaning. He lost a friend, she lost her love and with that, he lost the one he loved, forever.

He knew Simi would never come out from the trauma, but he couldn't leave her. The promise he had made to Shaan, of taking care of her in his absence, he never knew that Shaan would mean this. He knew she needed him at the moment. He had no clue how, but he had to support her. He tried to confront her, but he knew at this moment it was of no use.

She wished to die. She didn't want to face the world anymore. She hugged Vishal tight and cried, cried out loud. She had lost her purpose of living, her body had lost its soul.

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Coming back from the memories, Simi had tears in her eyes. Her voice was shaking. Samy was shocked. She was crying as well. She had no idea Simi went through it all. She couldn't even imagine the pain her sister might have went through at that time. It was four years back.
Samy wanted to know what happened after that but just didn't have the courage to ask her.
Samy just hugged her sister tightly. She wiped the tears running down Simi's cheeks. She wanted to know more, but right now her sister needed some time. 


Part-20

"With time the pain decreases, you miss their presence but you know you are helpless. Sometimes that grief, that pain, is something which gives you warmth in this cold world, so you like holding onto it."~

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The pain was way too much for Simi to handle alone. The guy she had dreamt of spending her life with, had left her alone. It was as if the world had crashed at her feet. Reality was too harsh for her, dreams were cold. She had nightmares. She cried herself to sleep often waking up in the middle of night sobbing. She didn't even knew who to blame, but her world was brutally taken away from her.

Vishal knew her condition, but there was nothing he could do. He tried to help her, support her, but she had become a mere stone who had captured everything inside her and refused to look ahead in life. She didn't eat, sleep, study, she was in a miserable condition. Vishal visited her whenever possible.

With passing time, she was learning to live with that loss. The pain kept throbbing inside her, at times it suffocated her, but she somehow managed. Memories used to give her an essence of his presence. She started living on those memories. Vishal was her solace. Even if it was three at night, she would call him and cry and he used to ensure that she finally is fine. He was ready to give up anything just to see that same smile and that same glitter in her eyes again. She wasn't perfectly fine, or maybe she was good at hiding it, but inside her soul was crushed. But just with time, she learnt how harsh life was. Life gave her the best gift, gave her the best memories and in jiffy, took that all away from her. Those fights because of the creepy distance was the only regret she had. Had she known it, she would always have loved him, never a harsh word would have been used for him by her.

Vishal would often drop by to see how she was doing. He would often take her out, wishing she would show some signs of being normal like before.
But it looked like far from impossible.
But he liked to be around her, maybe just so she knows she has someone.
He decided to never let out her feelings for. He couldn't her more. She trusted him and counted upon him and this was the time she needed the love of her best friend and the the love of someone who had been silently loving her all this time.

There were days when she used to lose all the hope and felt like giving up. But there were days she started cherising things and a little curve used to brighten up her face. Maybe not like before, but enough for Vishal. Atleast, a hint of happiness, if he could bring her that, what else would he want.

Most of his time was devoted to her, and in two years he had seen her condition getting better. He used to thank god for that. He had selflessly kept aside his love and his wishes, and started living for her happiness, no matter how much it might hurt him later.

Two years had passed. Simi tried to keep herself busy with everything so she got no time to think about everything. But she often failed, she used to tell Vishal. She used to cry out loud over the phone or when he came to meet her. It was hurting him more than her, but she couldn't see it. He decided to bury his feelings deep down, and never ever let her know about how he deeply he was in love with her.

It was his birthday that year. There was a different kind of excitement in him that time.


Part-21

~"Life doesn't give you the things you wish for always, but it has a unique way to place you where you belong. The days might be bad, the time might be worse, but surely this life is not something which is permanently messed up. It does have it moments."~

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It was Vishal's birthday that year. He was supposed to come back home from Delhi around afternoon. His parents had planned a big surprise party for their son. But his and Simi's parents ahd a bigger surprise for them. They planned to get them engaged on that very day. For them, seeing them together was something they had always wished for. Simi had no idea about it, she was told to get ready by 7 in the evening. Her mother suggested her to wear a beautiful black saree and to let her hair loose, and she did so and she was looking elegant.

When she entered her family, Vishal was the first one to rush to her. He was so happy to see her. It was as if his face lighted up on seeing her.
They both had no idea what was coming, but their families were already exchanging looks. The position in the state of both the families led to a big function with everything perfectly done. When everyone gathered to cut the cake, Vishal's father took over the mic and took everyone's attention. He was accompanied by Simi's father.

He said, "It is not just Vishal's birthday, but another special day. Today me and Mr. Rajput, who you all know, my best friend, we have decided to change our friendship to a family relation by marrying my son Vishal to his daughter, Simi." And both Mr. Rajput and Mr. Thakur hugged each other and even their wives were happy. Vishal and Simi had got a huge surprise. Vishal was the happiest person on the planet at that moment. The families and the close friends gathered nearby and everyone was congratulating them.

Rings were exchanged. Vishal's smile was expressing his happiness. Simi knew this day was coming, and she happily accepted her parents decision. For Vishal, who had loved her all his life, finally got what he wanted. It was the best birthday gift. Everyone was happy. Simi was sad, but she knew she had to do this. Had it been someone else other than Vishal, she couldn't even think of continuing her life.

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Simi told Samaira everything. Her journey till date was all like that. There were days Simi used to say to Vishal, that she wouldn't be able to give him that same amount of love, but Vishal, he never said anything to her. He understood that quite well. But now, officially she was his, and he could keep her happy, anyhow. He had her, his secret wish was now with him, what else could he want, even though it came with a price, a sacrifice, but he was ready for anything just to be with her.

Isn't that what true love is! 

THE END