~"Either you have feelings which stay forever, or they were never true. True feelings are never fade away, even if they are murdered."~
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Back home, everyone was happy to see me. Everyone was busy preparing for Di's engagement. I was so happy for her. She was being married to Rohan Malik. Rohan has been our family friend since a long time. He was a gentleman. Di and him were good friends since quite a long time. I was happy to know that Di was gonna start a new life, and Rohan would surely keep her happy.
I couldnt see the one my eyes were searching for.
No matter what happens, she would always be the love of my life. Things happened, circumstances changed. I know she loves me, she was hiding it well. Little did she know I could read it all in her eyes.
I was dying to see her.
She was improving, she was coming out of the hell she was dragged into by the wrong person. My love was a strong girl, I know that. But right now, all I wished to God was to get her back.
I had spent a good amount of time without her, I wasn't ready for more. The voice of my heart was calling for her.
Separation from her didn't hurt that much, what was hurting me more was that she loves me and still isn't mine. She was making a sacrifice which was really not required.
The next evening, it was Di's engagement and being her brother I had many responsibilities. I was busy completing the work mom had told me too. But my thoughts were focused just on her. I know she wasn't ready to see me, but before going back I had to see her and talk her once.
And she was there, Standing in the kitchen, listening to something Dadi was telling her. She had become weak, and it seems as if she hadn't smiled since a long time. She was faking it. It was hurting me more than her.
It was as if I was frozen, right there. And she saw me. I swear that look always took my breath away. She defined perfection.
And she smiled.
Finally.
I saw that angelic smile of her and stepped towards her.
"I have work to do Aryan. Hope you are doing good.", she said this and walked away.
I Followed her and held her hand.
"Stop running from me Saanvi. It's of no use. Even you know I'm not going anywhere. We really need to talk. Please Saanvi. Running from each other isn't a solution.", I said.
She didn't face me. Tears were trickling down her cheeks. I went ahead and wiped them off.
"Dont cry Saanvi. It's not your fault. Stop punishing yourself. Please. And listen, tomorrow after the ceremony, you are meeting me, our place. And don't say no. Trust me it would be nothing related to that. We are out of it. It's just some things we both need to tell each other and talk about. I promise.", I said.
And she smiled through those tears and nodded her head in approval.
It made me smile too.
"Let me go now Aryan. We both have a lot of work to do.", she requested.
I left hold of her hand. I didn't want to let her go. And she walked away.
I wish I could tell her to walk again into my life, but as I have promised, I can't.
I just wanted to talk to her once and know what she wanted.
Her happiness was my priority. I had to bring that angelic smile back, and that too without the tears.
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Back home, everyone was happy to see me. Everyone was busy preparing for Di's engagement. I was so happy for her. She was being married to Rohan Malik. Rohan has been our family friend since a long time. He was a gentleman. Di and him were good friends since quite a long time. I was happy to know that Di was gonna start a new life, and Rohan would surely keep her happy.
I couldnt see the one my eyes were searching for.
No matter what happens, she would always be the love of my life. Things happened, circumstances changed. I know she loves me, she was hiding it well. Little did she know I could read it all in her eyes.
I was dying to see her.
She was improving, she was coming out of the hell she was dragged into by the wrong person. My love was a strong girl, I know that. But right now, all I wished to God was to get her back.
I had spent a good amount of time without her, I wasn't ready for more. The voice of my heart was calling for her.
Separation from her didn't hurt that much, what was hurting me more was that she loves me and still isn't mine. She was making a sacrifice which was really not required.
The next evening, it was Di's engagement and being her brother I had many responsibilities. I was busy completing the work mom had told me too. But my thoughts were focused just on her. I know she wasn't ready to see me, but before going back I had to see her and talk her once.
And she was there, Standing in the kitchen, listening to something Dadi was telling her. She had become weak, and it seems as if she hadn't smiled since a long time. She was faking it. It was hurting me more than her.
It was as if I was frozen, right there. And she saw me. I swear that look always took my breath away. She defined perfection.
And she smiled.
Finally.
I saw that angelic smile of her and stepped towards her.
"I have work to do Aryan. Hope you are doing good.", she said this and walked away.
I Followed her and held her hand.
"Stop running from me Saanvi. It's of no use. Even you know I'm not going anywhere. We really need to talk. Please Saanvi. Running from each other isn't a solution.", I said.
She didn't face me. Tears were trickling down her cheeks. I went ahead and wiped them off.
"Dont cry Saanvi. It's not your fault. Stop punishing yourself. Please. And listen, tomorrow after the ceremony, you are meeting me, our place. And don't say no. Trust me it would be nothing related to that. We are out of it. It's just some things we both need to tell each other and talk about. I promise.", I said.
And she smiled through those tears and nodded her head in approval.
It made me smile too.
"Let me go now Aryan. We both have a lot of work to do.", she requested.
I left hold of her hand. I didn't want to let her go. And she walked away.
I wish I could tell her to walk again into my life, but as I have promised, I can't.
I just wanted to talk to her once and know what she wanted.
Her happiness was my priority. I had to bring that angelic smile back, and that too without the tears.
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